I don't believe you

 

It's like you're the swing set 

and I'm the kid that falls

Sally's cousin, Dylan asked me whether I wanted his number. He's so adorable! Oh wait, he's only eleven years old. And now, she's officially calling me a cougar. *gulp* (Sally, you're prolly smiling to yourself now aren't you?)

The Twilight Saga : ECLIPSE is releasing in July. 

Currently listening to He Aint The Leaving Kind- The Rascal Flatts.

I find this week is somehow hectic and plans just doesn't seem to be going according to plan. And if you were to learn a fact about me, I'll get worked up when there would be too much plans in one day because I dislike messy schedules. Hence, I'm only relieve when it's well organized. Plus, I tend to worry too much so it's not a surprise I'll usually get caught up by the simplest thing ever. But I'm doing alright now coping! However, at the end of the day I'm just another human being that prefers to stay at home flipping through the channels rather than going out in the first place. On the contrary, I'm looking forward to tomorrow's shopping. Hooray!

Oh boy, that was a whole long paragraph ranting on one topic.

 

Me : Let's dye our hair.

Sis : Yeah, let's do something extreme!

Me : Hmmm, I thought that was already extreme. (points to tattoo)

Culinary Arts Graphic Communication Design. This would probably be the definite course I'm going into.MY GOSH, I need to gain knowledge! I'm feeling like a bummer now bumming in the house.

Are you going green people?

I am. In some and most ways possible :)

Kau Bermain Dibelakangku

by Talent of Symphony.

credit to Jeremy.
The colours' fascinates me :)

Romeo wasn't meant for Juliet

If I walk would you run If I stop would you come

If I say you were the one Would you believe me

If I ask you to stay Would you show me the way

So, here I am! Back to blogging though I did mention I'm bout to abandon this blog of mine. Well, it would be just another short time before I'll say that again, heh!

To begin with, I utterly despise driving now (seldom hear it from a beginner eh?). Well, it started off with the manual car and now auto too. So yes people, I can honestly write this in black and white here, that I'm not going to drive UNLESS it's a must! (currently, fetching my brother from school falls into the category). Well, for now at least.

I missed Glee yesterday :(

Gotten myself another novel to past my time. yes, as you all would know I'm currently college-less. However, that doesn't mean I'm enjoying my time though. It's weird not doing something productive everytime I wake up in the morning and rather wasting my whole time doing well, things that are just waste of a time! Honestly, I'll be more than happy to start now but the thing is I CANT. Yes, note it. I'm clueless where to go. More importantly, what to do?

currently...lovin' AI nine :)

I was skyping with Sally yesterday. And for some reason, our topic went till Matt Lanter.

MATT LANTER! :D

Hmm, you know what? Something about Kate Winslet's and Leonardo Dicaprio's friendship intrigues me! Randomness, don't ask me why.

It's time we took the lamp shades off

Ah-ha! I finally after so long, slowly going back to my favourite old routine of reading during my free time. I didn't really had a particular novel in mind but then, I came across this thick book which contains small tiny words. I like those ;)

So tomorrow would be some day huh? Yes, kids are back to school and parents are back to work! Which means heavy jam I suppose? Typical Malaysia culture heh! Of course, being the first year not having to wake up early to a buildng we utterly feel reluctant too doesn't mean it's all good. It's weird. Well, mostly feeling like a total nut staying at home. But on the contrary... tomorrow would be the day I'm going for my driving exam. Woah?!

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

Yes, what a movie to watch. Heck, my man is in it ;) Heath Ledger that is. HAHA! Although, I have to say it wasn't really a worth-it movie to watch, it's all good.

remember the time you told me about when you were eight

And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus

and how not to look back even if no one believes us

When it hurt so bad sometimes

not having you here...

Tonight ; FM static

New year yawl!

Okay, in six hours time I'm suppose to be heading for my last two driving lesson.*shrugs*

Well, sort off just came back from Sam's- New Year's eve party. Besides the camwhoring slash chin wag slash playing wave slash playing huh-what game, we had a short message shared and sang several worship songs before the clock striked 12am. Yes,

HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps! :)

and sad to say, I don't even have a '2010 resolutions list'

Not to forget, before heading to Sam's place, Rach and I went over to Ijat's hse.

Uggghhh, I feel bloated!

My mum finally offered to opened up the Bailey's! Seriously, now only? Sorry, taking a rain-check on it.

Take my life,

Let it be everything all of me,

Here I am,

use me for your glory,

In everything i say and do

Let my life honour you

here I am,

living for your glory

Take my life; Jeremy camp

Yes, definately what I want God to do in 2010 :)

Greatest love

The greatest love I've ever known you are
You call me back close to you save in your arms
Eternal life you place inside my heart
You are forever
More than a song we wrote to you our God
With all our lives are always saved of you are
Eternal life you placed inside my heart
You are forever

Cause your love is greater than I know
Because of the cross salvation flows
And into your arms I'll run again
Glory to you, glory to you

I'm not done, not yet

Owh-kay, msn is just being a bummer. What Jeremy would say, SO THE SLOW *shrugs*

To pass the time...

Well, I would not deny that things are just getting overly insane for the past few days. And it bugs me because they're crawling all over me, overtaking me physically & mentally. Inconsistent sleeps and aches that is. And of course, stress that causes me to get me overly work up for the ever slightest teeny problem. But... keep in mind, 'God would not make you handle things if He knows you can't'.

I love you till the end- PS : I love you
No one would ever love you- Joshua

Kay, Joshua is definitely a disturbing show and judging from the title of the soundtrack, it sounds so negative but it has a really nice tune. Surprisingly!

The vampire fever is coming back.

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end.

Collywobbles

Now, isn't that a cute word!
Prolly, you're bout to bring out the thick dictionary of yours (which I'm pretty sure it's coated with dust) to check it out. Gah! I'll save your trouble ;)

Collywobbles : slight stomach-ache caused by nervousness.

Suprise to see me blog on a Sat eh?
Well, nothing to babble actually. Feeling a little melancholy.

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it in the end

The scent of Vaseline in the summertime
The feel of an ice cube melting over time
The world seems bigger than both of us
Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it in the end

I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed

I think God can explain;
Splender

p.s : Some peeps kept asking me what's up with me & the converse pictures. Is it that strange of having a predilection for them? ;)

p.s.s : Owl City is very different but in a good way.

I'm tryin' to understand

Get me a red or perhap a purple one won't you? ;)

I'm hungry. I'm [under the weather].

I feel like taking a long hot shower.
I feel like scribbling a lot of weird sketches that's lingering in my head.
I feel like staying on the couch watching movies the whole day.
I feel like drinking bubble tea.
I feel like watching or rather reading a romantic comedy.
I feel like seeing you!

I don't feel like going for 3 hours of tuition.

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Look After you by The Fray

Everytime we kiss, I can't think straight

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known

So come home

Come home; One Republic

Current very addicted songs
Look after You- The Fray
6 Months- Hey Monday
I think God can Explain- splender.


Hey human beings!
Today started off with a swim in the club with Rach and her brother John Ken, Sally and her two cousins Brenda & Dylan. And boy, did we had a fun time especially with Sally's waterproof camera. It's interesting to take pics underwater. HAHA!

By 12.30pm, followed Sam to the Soh's for another Spectrum lepaking session. We had Domino's while watching Push. Nice movie :) And well, 4.30pm had a date with Mr. Addmath.

Guess what, my memory card is officially unusable! The thing now I'm screaming in my head would be

MY PICTURES !!! :(

Uggghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Okay, chao'ing off to mamak. Then, tomorrow heading for Undang kursus *shrugs*.

Noah Gray- Cabey
Yesh, he is soooooooooo adorable!

And like I said before,
MICAH is really a cute name :)

p/s : Saya ingin sangat satu DSLR.

November Rain

Maybe when the time is right,
We can spread our wings and fly,
We'll be bold and fight,
At least we could say we tried.

Let's be strong, let's be tough,
All the way we stand side by side,
It may be mild, it may be rough,
You and me
it would be a wonderful ride.

xoxo

I feel inspired lately which I'm happy about. It has been gone for a while and it's bout time heh! :)

I've got new piano sheets for Mandy, Better in Time & Your Call.

My opinion, try playing November Rain by Guns N Roses & Boston by Augustana. Thumbs up ;)

G2 MAD CLOSING
COUNTDOWN
4 DAYS.

T.G.I.Friday

And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
Sunday Morning Call; Oasis

Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red & tears are shed

Boston; Augustana

Damn! Those four specific
lines is just so hard to absorb.

_____________

Drowning by Cory Lamb
Then by Brad Paisley
Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley
Oh Love by Brad paisley & Carrie Underwood
Standing In The Rain by Jamie Scott

My top five songs. For now.

Well, just came back from mamak with Rach & Sally and a few others. I love Friday hangouts :) It takes the stress off. Had History today and I pretty sucked in it. Oh well, at least from now onwards the remaining papers would be like a smooth sailing ship. Thank God! Something bout History makes get overly worried.


AND I've been catching up with Sam more often these days. Goooooooosh, I miss those days.

Those random late night mamaking.
Heading to the mall in the afternoons.
The times we jalan- jalan cari makan though we're not hungry.
Times where we drove early in the morning back home from a party.
Burning the midnight oil finishing her model & boards.

I feel nostalgic. On the bright side, she's coming back soon. Maybe too soon eh? :)

Deep as the life from God’s own breath
Endless even after death
Gone like the sunset
You can break a heart in pieces
Put it back together again
You can break down sweet forgiveness
You’re the one that never ends

Oh Love ;
Brad Paisley & Carrie Underwood

I'm tired of the weather

That would be the three different types of nail design I did over the holidays.

Woot! Final Destination is debuted to be the no.1 movie. It's sure gonna be awesome :)

Alrighty now, I've just skyped with my sister yesterday but it was a short one though. Connection problem!

Random thoughts
I've decided there's two particular things I wanna do after exams are over.

First, get a white mice as a pet which I've been longing.
Second, prolly get a tat with my sis when she comes back. I think that's the only thing in common we have! ;)

Food pics from Nando's.

_____________I'm so out of pics to post, heh!________

there's always gonna be another mountain
im always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle and
sometimes im gonna have to lose it
aint about how fast i get there
aint about whats waitin on the other side
its the climb

The Climb;
Miley Cyrus

p.s : Soooo not a time to get a fever when trials are...TOMORROW!

The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

If there was one thing and only ONE thing I've felt God was talking to me, I would instantly say it's now. As in this melancholy phase I'm currently dealing with or rather the 'desert period'.

First, it was Nes' preaching in G2.
Next, was paster's preaching.
Thirdly, a friend's blog of mine.
THREE times! It's a sign no?

I rather would just skip the whole 'why I felt so down where stupidity strikes blah blah blah...' . Overall, the anomaly of my situation is that I am proud to say I have a mighty God that never ever fails to surprise me in so many ways and definitely this was yet one of it!

________________________________

So guess what? I went out for lunch with my family in Subang Parade. If you would to know, I've seldom go out with them for this couple of months, just because. And finally! I've remembered the feeling of shopping after like say three months of not stepping into a mall? Well, practically after my sister left. And of course, when one doesn't shop for ages, one will tend to buy things at one go. Buuuuuuuuuut, the red converse has to put on hold since after doing the math and, it looks like majority of my cash are heading to this and that. To a good cause of course! ;)

Having slight fever for two days now. *gulp* And I would say I'm prolly facing Imsonia. I would literally fall asleep only after a couple of hours lying on the bed. I haaaaaaaaate it!

Oh well... in advanced,

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!

& good luck to SPM candidates for trials!

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Don't say you love me

when you can't put into action_

Yes, it is harsh but it's the fact.

Let's just say my whole entire holiday was a sucky one till yesterday! So, yesterday was the most productive day of all days! Went to Pizza Hut for lunch with Spectrum. Then by 4.30pm, headed for Addmath tuition which I left early though. Went with Rach, Jocelyn & Ben to SS15 for dinner then by 8.00pm we went to City Harvest Church which is also Ben's church for a play entitled 'Will You Marry Me?'. I would say it was a well done performance.

We left approximately at 10.30pm. Then, we went for some mamakin' session till 12.30am.

A couple movies I've watched recently :
1408
Obsessed

Don't need to mention the movies I WANT to watch :(

& I finally discovered a new series to watch...

DOLLHOUSE

Every Monday, 9.30pm on 8tv Quickie.

Not to forget, MIAMI INK is baaaaaaaack! :)
If there's one thing you can learn from this reality show would be to enjoy life for you only live once and only once.

And I'm starting to play with the Adobe Illustrator again. Currently in progression of completing a new header!

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

21 guns ;
Green Day

Sunday Morning Call

And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
And you take what you want
But you don't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and words won't last forever more
But i'm not sure if it'll ever work out right

But it's ok. It's alright.

Sunday Morning Call;
Oasis

Thanks to Joe I've discovered another good song :) I've just realized when I love a song, I'll stick to it for a really long long time. Currently, still hearing to Augustana & Matchbox 20 night & day.

___________________________________________________

Ever had one of those days or rather a period where your mood is just blah!
You know things happens for a reason.
And you know that you should just rely on God's strength because at the end of the day, He's the one that's gonna be there to pick you up when you fall.
At times you think it's only a phase, just a ordinary teenage phase.
And to top it all, the main thing that lingers in your head is
Why do I have to suffer such predicaments and problems like these
when I had put so much trust in God?

But, I'm still hangin' on.

____________________________

I can't believe I'm mentioning this but
I miss Sam !

I looooooooove them!

You'll probably think this is utterly weird but I love googling for converse. I enjoy drawing them too! I think it's due to their various colors that just looks so vibrant! :)

Goosh! I'm in pain.
My hips is hurting after knocking on to the school's corridor, trying to run away from a cocroach on Ken's bag.
My thumb nail was hurt when I tried cracking the one HARD piece of chocholate.
And! The last one would be a cut on my back where I have no idea how I got it cause it bleed after I woke up in the morning.

Sigh, sigh, sigh...

I added a new song. Yes, no longer emo but rather a bubbly one. I like it!
Smile by Uncle Kracker.
Don't ask me how Jeremy get's these songs...

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Mad season

Which part of kurang manis don't they understand?

Heeeeeeeyyyy!

Ae, I'm okay. The previous post sounded so emo eh? Blame it on PMS.

and Bee, anyone know how to stop a headache without using any medical pills?

Seriously.

School's just getting more boring-er with work, teachers, rules and so on. I couldn't care less anymore. Hence, I'm depending on my own capability to finish up the remaining syllabus'. What about home then?

I need my sister around!

Suprise eh? Boy, life's pretty sad when there's no one to I can rant about my daily adventures ;)

Oh well, oh well...guess what? Songs in my phone now are all changed! Well, partially. Current very addicted bands,

Bon Jovi, Matchbox 20 & Augustana

:)

Now I realized my interest has gone from real emofied songs to rock emo. Maybe these bands are not really in that category but others such as Dashboard Conffesional, Brand New, Theory of a Deadman, etc... ya! & yes, it still sounds emo but at the same time it gives a groove to it unlike real hardcore emo that gives the plain feeling of committing suicide. HAHA...