I don't believe you

 

It's like you're the swing set 

and I'm the kid that falls

Sally's cousin, Dylan asked me whether I wanted his number. He's so adorable! Oh wait, he's only eleven years old. And now, she's officially calling me a cougar. *gulp* (Sally, you're prolly smiling to yourself now aren't you?)

The Twilight Saga : ECLIPSE is releasing in July. 

Currently listening to He Aint The Leaving Kind- The Rascal Flatts.

I find this week is somehow hectic and plans just doesn't seem to be going according to plan. And if you were to learn a fact about me, I'll get worked up when there would be too much plans in one day because I dislike messy schedules. Hence, I'm only relieve when it's well organized. Plus, I tend to worry too much so it's not a surprise I'll usually get caught up by the simplest thing ever. But I'm doing alright now coping! However, at the end of the day I'm just another human being that prefers to stay at home flipping through the channels rather than going out in the first place. On the contrary, I'm looking forward to tomorrow's shopping. Hooray!

Oh boy, that was a whole long paragraph ranting on one topic.

 

Me : Let's dye our hair.

Sis : Yeah, let's do something extreme!

Me : Hmmm, I thought that was already extreme. (points to tattoo)

Culinary Arts Graphic Communication Design. This would probably be the definite course I'm going into.MY GOSH, I need to gain knowledge! I'm feeling like a bummer now bumming in the house.

Are you going green people?

I am. In some and most ways possible :)

Three snaps in a Zee formation

Oh boy, in a couple of hours time...the month's turning February.
In a way, things are gonna change pretty drastically. Studies for an examplary. Right now, I just fervently pray that whatever the outcome may be, it would sum up with a smile :) Hmm, Uncle Kracker!

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record,

Crazy on a Sunday night,

You make me dance like a fool,

Forget how to breath,

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee,

Just the thought of you can drive me wild,

Ohh, you make me smile.

I've just taken my dinner. Currently, not suprisingly I'm waiting for my sis to come back to head out for supper.

And Sam, I want my GLEE :)

Long journey yet destination, I have not arrive

Apparently according to my sis, I'm her personal assistant.

Speechless betul.

I just had a drink with Rach & Sally at Bubble Tea. And once again, I saw my dude. Awwwwwww... wentworth that is ;)

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I really do not want to bring up the matter but this is the use of a blog eh? To record down majority of one's own memorable and important moments. So, here we go...

I failed my slope. Hence, I have to retake my slope, parking & three point turn. On the other hand, I passed my road test! And as much as I really do not want to complain, those officers were just plain rude and sarcastic. Darn! Like the weather was good (how often right?), the air was still fresh (obviously was soon polluted with the smell of cigarettes), only several drivers had their turn... yet they acted like they spend the whole day under the hot blazing sun.

Moving on. Exam would be next Monday again.

I'm completely bemused, facing a predicament with choosing culinary arts or either some drawing related thingy? After all, drawing was and is passion since young. Hmmm...

p.s : Three huge cups of coffee today.
Stop me.

It's time we took the lamp shades off

Ah-ha! I finally after so long, slowly going back to my favourite old routine of reading during my free time. I didn't really had a particular novel in mind but then, I came across this thick book which contains small tiny words. I like those ;)

So tomorrow would be some day huh? Yes, kids are back to school and parents are back to work! Which means heavy jam I suppose? Typical Malaysia culture heh! Of course, being the first year not having to wake up early to a buildng we utterly feel reluctant too doesn't mean it's all good. It's weird. Well, mostly feeling like a total nut staying at home. But on the contrary... tomorrow would be the day I'm going for my driving exam. Woah?!

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

Yes, what a movie to watch. Heck, my man is in it ;) Heath Ledger that is. HAHA! Although, I have to say it wasn't really a worth-it movie to watch, it's all good.

remember the time you told me about when you were eight

And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus

and how not to look back even if no one believes us

When it hurt so bad sometimes

not having you here...

Tonight ; FM static

I think God can explain

Quick sketch for Bea's art exam. It's messy & unrealistic but it's a rough idea base on the topic given.

My sis just went out gallivanting with her friends. I've just finished Rach's "100 Truths" tag and now I'm here.

I'm feeling groggy after 8 papers had passed. On the brighter side, there's only one paper left to go! Economy on the 7th Dec that is. It seems that after this irksome exam, people are planning to head here and there. Even literally on that day when the paper ends. Honestly, what I really would like is heading home and lay on my couch watching tons of movies, sleep, eat and all over again until I've regain my hyperness. Oh yea, a day out doing some solo shopping would be great too.

I'm looking for the magic rainbow on the horizon I couldn't see it
Until I let go, gave in love, watch all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive body and soul
Feeling my world starts to turn

You know when something; particularly that something that just gets stuck in your head and practically whatever you do or say revolves around it. And when things go down hill, you seem to stay in the past, present and for all you know the future hanging on to that it. Knowing, it'll soon creep all over causing ones heart to slowly shatter like a shard or rather in physics term, like a nuclear fission.

It may be just a morsel of problem, but eventually it had eaten me alive. But dwell in past I shall not! And yes, give in the love.
Owhhh, I've got a feeling. A good feeling.

Potato, tomato, DUMBo

Kay, no picture cause currently I'm quitting on stupid flikr.

Ready for a long draggy post!

To be precise, today would be the day my sis comes back from Tassie but of course as everyone would know, she surprised her come back last Friday. I still could remember that very morning, it felt like deja vu.

Want to know something?
I put my sweater on yesterday night and went to bed without turning on the air-cond neither the fan (cause I don't have one!) . When I woke up this morning, can you believe I didn't sweat at all!? Hmm... in fact, I felt a little chilly and didn't bother to turn on the fan while watching the tv. And Rach, noooo... I'm not cold blooded!

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My gosh! I swear this could be one of the time the devil's attack is taking place. Apart from the major exam, I do feel I'm falling in so many other parts of my life and I loathe that feeling of being defeated and conquered especially when there's a mighty and awesome God who's always been there for me. On the very first day of exam, that particular morning I was totally bout to just burst out in tears... till now really. So many chaotic unnecessary troubles. But it's from these trials I'm build up to be stronger no?

When a heart breaks, no it don't break even.
so yours is yours.
and mine is mine.

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Ecclesiastes 3 : 2-8

a time to be born and a time to die
a time to plant and a time to uproot
a time to kill and a time to heal
a time to tear down and a time to build
a time to weep and a time to laugh
a time to mourn and a time to dance
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them
a time to embrace and a time to refrain
a time to search and a time to give up
a time to keep and a time to throw away
a time to tear and a time to mend
a time to be silent and a time to speak
a time to love and a time to hate
a time for war and a time for peace

I've got a feeling,
I've got a feeling that it's all gonna be alright!
His word never fails me.

I'm not done, not yet

Owh-kay, msn is just being a bummer. What Jeremy would say, SO THE SLOW *shrugs*

To pass the time...

Well, I would not deny that things are just getting overly insane for the past few days. And it bugs me because they're crawling all over me, overtaking me physically & mentally. Inconsistent sleeps and aches that is. And of course, stress that causes me to get me overly work up for the ever slightest teeny problem. But... keep in mind, 'God would not make you handle things if He knows you can't'.

I love you till the end- PS : I love you
No one would ever love you- Joshua

Kay, Joshua is definitely a disturbing show and judging from the title of the soundtrack, it sounds so negative but it has a really nice tune. Surprisingly!

The vampire fever is coming back.

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end.

Like a nine year old on a sugarRUSH

Starring Courteney Cox.
Totally hilarious tv series.Just too bad it's not shown here.

I'm pretty shock myself that I hardly have time to surf the net lately. Just because. However, neither do I enjoy the things I have to juggle around from school and out of school currently!

[Fickle moods passed by. AGAIN]

14 more days to SPM.
16 more days to Sam's coming home!

Monday Blues

And why?

Three subjects for tuition. Math, Accounts & Addmath that is. *shrugs*
No pain, no gain eh?

Got to gooooooooooo :(

People's behavior can be fickle.
It's definitely not an anomaly.
It's call life.

Just Do It

Ah- ha! My very first attempt in making egg tarts. And well, you can see...it worked out! :)

So, today I've skipped school to seat for my Undang test with Sally.

LULUS :)
Bahagian A- 13/15
Bahagian B- 22/25
Bahagian C- 10/10

Which means, 45/50. The worst part is, I doubted 2 of my answers in section A & so I changed it. Guess what? I've got TWO wrong for that section. For all you know, that first choice of mine was indeed correct. Siiiiiiighhh..

Hold... know why I'm kinda focusing on the silly mistake? From the beginning, I've gotten same results as my sis for UPSR and PMR. And now for Undang, I've gotten lower marks. And, if I didn't had change both my answers, I might gotten 47/50. In other words, same as my sis! At least that's better eh?

Back to randomness!
I've just realized that tomorrow would be Moral paper.

Say I'm living in my own bubble, I've just discovered Lifehouse. I searched through many of their songs until I came across You & Me, and I was like....so they sang this song! To me, they're kinda similiar to Dashboard Confessional. And I would not list down their nice ones cause all are good :)

We knew other since young,
And we're still growing as one.

Loves.

Ofcourse, not forgetting Sam, Xue Yuan, Samuel & Jonah :)

This solitary moment makes me wanna come back home

Oooo Mmmm Geee...
If there's that one moment I'll ask God to lent a helping hand,
this would be it.

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Soooooooooo, *breaths out* I wanna share with you guys these few verses I came across.

"Remember those days after you had received the lights, when you stood your grovel in a great contest in the face of suffering."

"So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded."

"You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.

Hebrews 10 : 32, 35, 36

I've guess you pretty much know how much I usually rant about my crappy days and weeks and yes, last Sunday was a real crappy one! BAM! It happened so many times before and I was always with the it's okay attitude. But, this time it really knocked me down hard to the ground. However, I'm relieved now. I can't complain too much when He puts such great peeps around me!

Alrighty, It's gonna be a real hectic week ahead of me. Till then, toodles !

Yes, peeps. G2 MAD was indeed mad!!!
and and...
TRIALS' gonna be over in 2 days. YAY!

I cry when I go through my battles,
I cry harder when I finally conquer it knowing God's the one that lifts me up.

Don't you care about their rigorous hardship of their lifes?

What's up with the world today?
Everything doesn't seem okay,
Children suffering from diseases, no one says.
Everybody's so afraid.

Everyone cursing at each other,
Everybody acting like theres no you & me,
Everywhere you go, you see poverty,
Is anyone opening their eyes to see?

Children, teenage, spouses,
All have too much matters,
Is anybody going to take any chances,
To see the diferences?

Girls trying to look like superstars,
Boys are buying brand new cars,
Why is everyone trying so hard,
To be people they aren't?

Lifes never gonna be easier,
Families gotta work hard to stay together,
Everyone gotta compromise with each other,
Let's just say the world needs a do over.

Total randomness!
But hey, it relates to my post heh!

Yes, wanna remind you peeps about the


MAD
CLOSING!!!


Yes, SO I AM NOT GOING.
BOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Some late notice plan came up.
So you see how sad I'm not able to go.
Do you believe me now that's it gonna be one heck of an event?!?!
If you're a reader that came across my blog and knew about this event, you are indeed lucky! You would not want to miss this one of a life time MAD concert. A reminder again, MAD closing is next Saturday (12th September) in Bandar Puteri, Klang. It would be in a concert way that includes a total of 8 locals bands performing! Yes, are you psych for it yet!?!?!?




For further details, don't hesitate to leave a message in the cbox ;)

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TAG by Rachel & Joe;

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
- Shirin.
- Shrimp.
- Shrimpy.
- Ha Gao * yes, I know O.O*

FOUR LAST SONGS YOU WERE LISTENING:
- Sunday Morning Call by Oasis.
- Boston by Augustana.
- Stars & Boulevards by Agustana.
- Lost Highway by Bon Jovi.

MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
- 2002.
- 2003.
- 2004.
- 2008.

THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
- blogging.
- facebooking.
- reading History *shrugs*
- Thinking what to post.

WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
- Obviously, coffee :)
- Mint chocolates!
- Watch tons of my fav. movies at one go.
- Lepaking with you!

FOUR FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF:
- I dislike people chewing their food loudly.
- I have low tolerance with tight, cramp & small places.
- I would sleep elsewhere besides my room if there is/ was a cockroach in it that day.
- I do cry for movies with sad endings.

FOUR SMALL DESCRIPTION ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIENDS:
- Rachel ; my friend that has mata kecil! ;)
- Sally ; loves to tease but cracks me up with her silly jokes.
- Bea ; loves to drag me into her cam whoring sessions.
- Sam my sis ; best teman to go shopping & MAKAN ;)

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
- WENTWORTH MILLER? O.O
- dark mint chocolates!
- currently, a converse?
- Tattoo perhaps?

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
- being a couch patato.
- Sketching.
- Baking.
- Studying. Yes, believe me? Nah...

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO EAT NOW:
- Mamak; craving for naan.
- McD ; craving for french fries.
- Lecka lecka; craving for mint rum ice cream.
- Waffle world ; craving for strawberry waffle.

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
- Coffee with certain brands. Nescafe is just to satisfy my addiction ;)
- Smoothies!
- Chocolate banana/ mint milkshakes.
- Hot chocolate.

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
- Phone.
- Purse.
- Comb.
- Fresh mints.

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
- Turquoise.
- Purple.
- Navy blue.
- Red.

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
- Mamak & currently Mama Kandar.
- Sunway Pyramid.
- One Utama.
- The Curve.

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
- My family.
- My chumps.
- My G2 family!
- Wentworth Miller or Edward Cullen. *stuck in btw reality & fantasy* HAHA!

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
- The peeps who's always there ;)
- My family esp my sis. Yes, sangat boring di sini.
- My novels.
- A few things from my childhood buddies :)

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANTS TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
*Make it five*
- Aletheia.
- Grace.
- Nicole.
- Jeremy.
- Samuel.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
- I'm tagged.
- I can't absorb anything about HISTORY.
- I checked my mail and ended up here.
- My next show hadn't started yet.

FINISHTO!