Close your eyes and smile

Baby won't you put a smile on your face,
Take my hand and I'll bring you to my secret hidden place,
I promise you everything's gonna be okay,
As long you follow what your heart says.

Listen to that sweet lullaby,
Reminisce and do not sigh,
If there was one thing that I'll cry,
It's your laughter had said goodbye.

Lazy to post a real real post, so till then...
this would be it.

G2 MAD CLOSING
COUNTDOWN
2 DAYS.

Found love at the corner of the street

Boy, you seemed troubled,
I can see it in your frowning eyes,
But don't worry as you stumbled,
As long the decisions are wise,
And stop the whining and mumbles,
The bad will turn otherwise.

"People goes through struggles in their everyday life

and it's a good feeling when you're able to help those struggled people."

G2 MAD CLOSING
COUNTDOWN
3 DAYS.

November Rain

Maybe when the time is right,
We can spread our wings and fly,
We'll be bold and fight,
At least we could say we tried.

Let's be strong, let's be tough,
All the way we stand side by side,
It may be mild, it may be rough,
You and me
it would be a wonderful ride.

xoxo

I feel inspired lately which I'm happy about. It has been gone for a while and it's bout time heh! :)

I've got new piano sheets for Mandy, Better in Time & Your Call.

My opinion, try playing November Rain by Guns N Roses & Boston by Augustana. Thumbs up ;)

G2 MAD CLOSING
COUNTDOWN
4 DAYS.

Don't you care about their rigorous hardship of their lifes?

What's up with the world today?
Everything doesn't seem okay,
Children suffering from diseases, no one says.
Everybody's so afraid.

Everyone cursing at each other,
Everybody acting like theres no you & me,
Everywhere you go, you see poverty,
Is anyone opening their eyes to see?

Children, teenage, spouses,
All have too much matters,
Is anybody going to take any chances,
To see the diferences?

Girls trying to look like superstars,
Boys are buying brand new cars,
Why is everyone trying so hard,
To be people they aren't?

Lifes never gonna be easier,
Families gotta work hard to stay together,
Everyone gotta compromise with each other,
Let's just say the world needs a do over.

Total randomness!
But hey, it relates to my post heh!

Yes, wanna remind you peeps about the


MAD
CLOSING!!!


Yes, SO I AM NOT GOING.
BOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Some late notice plan came up.
So you see how sad I'm not able to go.
Do you believe me now that's it gonna be one heck of an event?!?!
If you're a reader that came across my blog and knew about this event, you are indeed lucky! You would not want to miss this one of a life time MAD concert. A reminder again, MAD closing is next Saturday (12th September) in Bandar Puteri, Klang. It would be in a concert way that includes a total of 8 locals bands performing! Yes, are you psych for it yet!?!?!?




For further details, don't hesitate to leave a message in the cbox ;)

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TAG by Rachel & Joe;

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
- Shirin.
- Shrimp.
- Shrimpy.
- Ha Gao * yes, I know O.O*

FOUR LAST SONGS YOU WERE LISTENING:
- Sunday Morning Call by Oasis.
- Boston by Augustana.
- Stars & Boulevards by Agustana.
- Lost Highway by Bon Jovi.

MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
- 2002.
- 2003.
- 2004.
- 2008.

THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
- blogging.
- facebooking.
- reading History *shrugs*
- Thinking what to post.

WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
- Obviously, coffee :)
- Mint chocolates!
- Watch tons of my fav. movies at one go.
- Lepaking with you!

FOUR FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF:
- I dislike people chewing their food loudly.
- I have low tolerance with tight, cramp & small places.
- I would sleep elsewhere besides my room if there is/ was a cockroach in it that day.
- I do cry for movies with sad endings.

FOUR SMALL DESCRIPTION ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIENDS:
- Rachel ; my friend that has mata kecil! ;)
- Sally ; loves to tease but cracks me up with her silly jokes.
- Bea ; loves to drag me into her cam whoring sessions.
- Sam my sis ; best teman to go shopping & MAKAN ;)

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
- WENTWORTH MILLER? O.O
- dark mint chocolates!
- currently, a converse?
- Tattoo perhaps?

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
- being a couch patato.
- Sketching.
- Baking.
- Studying. Yes, believe me? Nah...

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO EAT NOW:
- Mamak; craving for naan.
- McD ; craving for french fries.
- Lecka lecka; craving for mint rum ice cream.
- Waffle world ; craving for strawberry waffle.

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
- Coffee with certain brands. Nescafe is just to satisfy my addiction ;)
- Smoothies!
- Chocolate banana/ mint milkshakes.
- Hot chocolate.

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
- Phone.
- Purse.
- Comb.
- Fresh mints.

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
- Turquoise.
- Purple.
- Navy blue.
- Red.

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
- Mamak & currently Mama Kandar.
- Sunway Pyramid.
- One Utama.
- The Curve.

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
- My family.
- My chumps.
- My G2 family!
- Wentworth Miller or Edward Cullen. *stuck in btw reality & fantasy* HAHA!

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
- The peeps who's always there ;)
- My family esp my sis. Yes, sangat boring di sini.
- My novels.
- A few things from my childhood buddies :)

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANTS TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
*Make it five*
- Aletheia.
- Grace.
- Nicole.
- Jeremy.
- Samuel.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
- I'm tagged.
- I can't absorb anything about HISTORY.
- I checked my mail and ended up here.
- My next show hadn't started yet.

FINISHTO!

Tell Me Something I Don't Know

I fervently hope for this to stop.

Predicaments, dilemmas, confusions...
Honestly I'm indeed bemused by all the questions.
Somehow, I think all those emollient words are just something that's not worth taking serious off
After all, the next thing I know it would be a total opposite.
Once again, how contradicting is that?
All of this, it's just a bit of an enigma.

Darnnnnn!
Two things are hurting me badly.
First, my wisdom tooth that's growing.
Second, my headache. Why am I not suprise?

My mum asked me several times to see the doctor but I can tell you, it would be pointless. They would just say the same old things which is worries, stress, etc... But on the contrary, I really would want to to go because they have headache meds which are way effective than panadols. CRAP! I can't be depending too much on drugs. This is bad...HAHA!

So, it was just a couple of days back where I finally discussed a lil' about next year. Yet, no final decision.

Culinary arts or Fashion Design?

Oh my, I think it's so far the hardest decision I yet to make! Not to forget, another one would be about my driving license which I would prolly sit for my undang first. ASAP before trials. *finger cross*

I have been drowning myself with
Math, Add Math & Account
questions.

Movies I'm eager and hoping to watch!
Especially the 1st two ones :)
I need a movie marathon day!



Okay, off to watch Desperate Housewives.
Till then,
Have a great day living souls ;)

If I broke down, will you take my hand & lift me up?

I know He ;
my almighty king & savior would!

I'm alive.
Believe it or not... HAHA!!!

Remember I just mentioned I needed to be more PROACTIVE?
& today, call it freaky or not, that was what today sermon was about in G2.
I think it's really a wake up call!
Don't you think?

But of course, I seriously felt pathetic and stupid for all the crappy moods the past few days. I feel like a heavy burden to everyone else.
SHIT!

There's nothing really out of the ordinary to talk about today. If you're one of my faithful readers (anyone?) , you should know what's my usual Saturdays. ;)

I need to PRIORITIZE things

and I seriously need to make a change in my daily routine.

There, well said ;)

They're like my own kind of accessories,
My special diamonds,
PRECIOUS
and
RARE.

With them as my faithful and loyal
friends,
I am who I am today.
I am what I am today.

I SAYANG YOU GUYS

so so sooooooo much!

SPECTRUM
all the way yeah?!?!


hugs & kisses

HOMEWORK VS. ASSIGMENT

Sis : 'Hey, help me to do model okay?'
Me : 'Model? What event you going? Why must I model?'
Sis : 'Help me do my model la. Not model for me.'

Owwwwh, what a laugh!
Off to do 'model' now. Boy, I'm a seventeen girl doing a twenty- one's architecture assigment! And guess where my sis would be now?

Doing facial.

I can't believe she's leaving to Australia next week already!

I wonder why life could be so weird at times,
It makes things from ordinary to extraordinary,
It makes thing from invisible to visible,
It might be good, but sometimes it might be just plain scary.

A stupid predicament that's not even worth dwelling,
But it can't be erase like how water evaporates into thin air,
So many consideration that makes me like a candle melting,
No one can understand what I bare.

xoxo

p.s : I baked super duper humongous cookies! *gulp*

THIS IS HOW THE STORY ENDS

I din't know that I would felt this way,

It's like a involuntary action,

Working out itself,

Not knowing how to stop

when it should.

But if its said to be uncontrable,

Why can't that just be it?

Rather, its like a hide and seek,

Ain't heading straight to the point.

But if was only as simple as 1,2,3 and 4,

Maybe things will be just monotonous, eh?

That is life when things stirs up

in our heart and mind,

Making our heads go haywire.

RETIRE

All badan beruniform + 5 Sc 1 & 2

Today was a looong day. But a good one! I think ;)

Headed to school as usual. Assembly was longer today because it's our beloved teacher, Pn. Leong, who retired today. Awwww... An early retirement! 5 Sc 1 & 2 dedicated a song to her which was actually sang by Shane. It was erm, not bad? And also some short speeches from Pn. Leong herself and other teachers.

After assembly, should be having a Mod Maths ceramah but skipped it. Then after recess, was Acc period. TWO PERIOD! But Pn. Siva was suprisingly in a good mood today :) So, oh well... Finally, last two periods everyone in the whole school gets to watch the teachers sending Pn. Leong off. Oh yeah, banyak commosion. ;)

//pics//

Science students

Zee car

Crowded, no?

Teachers :)

Five Science One & Two

shiringohsueying

Sally, you're suppose to be in the pic x)

He looks so cute eh? ;)

She's a camwhore too ;)

Me & Pei Wen

errrrr?

I hate it when things fall into pieces.
It just leads to that thing I felt like doing
and finally going ahead with that action.
A ridiculous one.
And I know I'm not suppose to do it
but it just feels so right at that moment.
It's like a remedy that could take my pains away.

& so she scribbled,
shirin goh sue ying

No Point Goin' Down That Road.

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's Gotta Be Somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nickleback ; Gotta be Somebody

Yesterday's cell group was fun :) Jeremy can play "The Men Who Can't Be Moved" with his guitar weyh...;P And we played a game where you gotta create as many words as you can from the whoever name you got. Guess what? I got Jeremy's name & now I realized, it's darn hard to make up a word when you tak ada 'a' or 's'. Well, he was just plain kiasu la that fella...haha...

Anyway, I saw American Idol :D

If you guys watched it, I'm sure you saw the part about the bikini girl & she freakin' kissed Ryan Seacreast!!! lucky sial~ XD

And this few days, I've been tempted to watch Kyle XY but I didn't cause I know watching one episode will not be enough. However, I broke that tempted-ness =.="

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& here's a few updated news :

1. WENTWORTH MILLER is the top 40 plus lovable men in Galaxie Jan Issue!! Gotta definately buy that :P

2. Prison Break Season 4 will be air-ing on 17th April (US). so in Malaysia, don't ask me when...

3. Vanessa Hudgens is casting for Twilight for the role of Leah Clearwaters! *thumbs down*

4. Leona Lewis has cast Chase Crawford in her new music video 'I Will Be'.

Edward :

"You are my life now."

"I do not have the strength to stay away from you."

Quotes we've been using it & been laughing about XD

xoxo,

Shirin Goh Sue Ying

My world ; His world

p.s : Blogger's spacing is just being a bummer.

It Starts Here & Ends There

Season 6 was Chris Richardson...

Season 7 was Jason Castro...

Who be next for Season 8?

.......Ahhh, can't wait for,

American Idol Season Eight!!!

TOMORROW! :)

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Matt Dallas

Check out this dude I spotted in KYLE XY.

He's suppose to be only sixteen in the show & he doesn't even look a bit huh?

Well, he's hot!!!

Still, not as hot as you know who! Speaking of that, I got a pic of him while googling. Ask me no more, but this pic makes me salivate ;P

And people, why don't they update more pics of Wentworth on yahoo & google !^#%#^%$!

"Do you remember those days

When we stayed awake all night long

Your voice could just take my breath away

Every moment meant like beautiful song"

xoxo,

Shirin Goh Sue Ying.

Somewhere Over The Rainbow

Love is like a rainbow,

So beautiful, so divine,

You wanna have it,

Yet you can't call it mine.

It only occurs when it will,

After small showers, before the sun,
As love comes & goes,

It could be here today tomorrow afar.

A rainbow that shines with so many colours,

Like a spectrum,

A love that contains so many different feelings,

It will come when its your turn.

Sometimes it occurs,

But you don't notice,

Before you know it,

It's too late to reminice.

For sure it might come again,

Like a love that will someday,
However, the one rainbow before might be the one,

It might lead a better way.

XOXO,

shirin goh sue ying

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how do i look in short hair? XD

Because Of His Great Love.

SO YOU WOULD COME - HILLSONG

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done

So you would come

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I'm soooooooo CLUE-LESS.

So wont you take the paper,
Write down whatever you think its sour,
& then you can go to the high tower,
Throw it & feel the power.

xoxo,
SHIRIN

Prison Break Season 4?

WOW!!!

To PB addicts, get ready yourself for the ultimate season 4.

Starring

my babeh!

Yet I still don't know when it's gonna air in Malaysia but to let you know, Sarah Wayne Callies aka Dr. Sara Trancedi will be back! I know season 3 ended where Lincoln Burrows told Michael that Gretchen had post the head of Sara in a box. But how they bring her back to life? They said that the head of Sara wasn't even clear when they showed so it might be that Lincoln saw wrongly. So yeah, at least something is gonna happen in Michael's love life. :)

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Whenever I write a song,
My thoughts come back to you,
Even it wasn't that long,
It's you, I'm amuse.

So I try to let it go,
But it never happen,
I tried to give up once ago,
I just can't live with your absence.

Every night I jump into my bed,
It's you I think again,
Going on with life with you in my head,
Makes me wanna go insane.

Just take me in your warmest hug,
Never let me go,
Brush your hands & I'll be struck,
By your love...it shows.

So i'm gonna walk,
Till I reach that light,
So bright I'll never stop,
I know I'll see your sight.

xoxo,
shirin

Slap On The Butt

//edited pics //

Oh Shirin, oh Rachel,

Boy are we crazy,

How silly and weird,

Yet we're sassy.

Moments we laugh like mad,

Moments we shut our mouth,

The earth is still revolving

around us with our

SHOUTS!

Sad we never be,

Cause we are the one to be,

To be the one called

AWESOME

Yes, everyone will turn their eyes to see.

A peck, a slap on the butt,

That's how we play the game,

Your's Shafiq, mine's Wentworth,

No, we are not exactly the same.

Spending our days in school,

not to forget in a mall,

Shopping from a- z,

Boy, we can sure do it all!

xoxo,

Shirin

Boy, that was random! XD

Will You Let Me Cry On Your Shoulder?

so emofied...

say wert?

Just when you think that your life starts to get better, it comes crushing straight down south till you can't describe the agony of all the feelings. I don't really know whats wrong with me these days, it's simply undescriable. Everything that is not right just comes one after another as though I was a voodoo doll thats been cursed. My mind is always not in place and it keeps on thinking and thinking like a a person who runs on the tread mill trying not to give up with what they started. Sometimes, I just wonder are those things I'm worrying about are worth worrying about at the end of the day. It might just seem unnessary but yet it feels like it's so important to me - i simply have to be asured. It starts from school down to relationships among friends and family. Sometimes a simple problem like someone who just being so silence keeps me thinking "Why is she/he not talking to me? Did I offended her/ him?" or after I had a conversation, my mind would automatically think 'How did I sounded? I hope it's not too harsh?' And above all these sucky feelings and thoughts, I have no one to turn too. Though I know that turning to God first is the number one solution but anyhoo, physically there's no one to share with. Anyway, all I know that I have to put all these worries aside let God do the rest ; knowing that he had already planned my life from A to Z. & most important of all, I realize I have to learn to put the past behind and start every single day afresh like it is a brand new day with exciting yet could be tough challenges thats ahead of me.

'God will never ask you to do something if he knows you can't handle it...'

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CUT!!! If you read what's above, owhh...how thoughtful reader you are...at the same time...you've wasted a minute? on my emo craps. Oh what the heck?

As for my normal school period now, I'm just going with the flow. Yeah, so I did mentioned that there are 2 German girls who came to my school as an exchange student. This Saturday my school will be having Hari Koko - No, not going. And tomorrow is officially the 08.08.08 Olympics Beijing.

Shirin : Why everyone so excited about the Olympics huh?

Sally : Nice wert ...

Shirin : But why?

Sally : Because !@#$%^&*

ehem...inside joke.

Well, I finished reading my current novel. You what that means?!?! Ahaha, you do! I'm can finally start on my new novel PS. I LOVE YOU!!!! :D

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SORE

Deep down my heart,

It's burning like a fire red,

Holding onto fantasy dreams,

That would eventually fade.

Stubborn at first,

Didn't want to wake up,

Sometimes it felt like a horrible curse,

Trying to eat me up.

Taking my time to turn things around,

Forgetting the past yesterday,

Leaving behind all those shouts,

I feel empty under the pouring rain.

Come and bring me home,

Teach me, lead me,

Hold my hands and leave me no,

One step at a time,

My head's spinning,

Just guide me & show me the sign.

I promise I would stay,

I'll try to do my best,

Leaving the past unsaid,

Don't wanna be a hanging thread.

xoxo,

Shirin

Crazy Sizzly!

Callie cuts herself. Never too deep, never enough to die. But enough to feel the pain. Enough to feel the scream inside.

Ze title is CUT. I borrowed this book from Connie and actually it's pretty interesthing :)


So yes, yesterday cell we were choosing weather we wanna watch The Happening or Rendition so we went ahead with Rendition. We didn't watch Stomp The Yard as plan. The movie was okay but very confusing.

Today class was pretty crazy...or should I say Rachel & I were the ones. Haha! Other's were doinng some paper loves and well, we started scribbling. Besides that, I'm having major frustration with Accounts. Find dokumens, transfer them, open accounts, imbang, calculate. NOT balance! Gosh! & speaking of accounts, Pn. Siva is gonna be back from her maternity leave. Same goes to my bm teacher. *shrugs*

And the other day at Pyramid, me, Pei Wen & Kah Yen took a pic with maxis. Free mah! Real people they are indeed ;P

AWAY

My heart's shattered,
And I am alone,
No one, no return,
Will I be gone along?

Everyone's fighting,
They don't see the things,
They never realize,
It will just make them shrink.

Holding onto my thoughts,
Keeping it like a dirty secret,
Trying to give the hint,
But all I get is hatred.

The problems are me down,
Crippling all over my veins,
With no sign or sound,
I think I'm going insane.

Showing love is everyone's part,
Taking time to understand,
Take a glance and feel the cut,
Then surrender it away,
It will be mend.

xoxo
ur's truly <3

Doopidoooooo...

EARTH TO MY BLOGGER ADDICTS!

meaning...

er, not quite sure myself.

Breaking news! On friday, something bad happened in school. NO! It's not any dicipline prob. It was that my school security guard died. I mean literally! In the guard hse itself. Heard that it was due to heart attack. So yea, r.i.p.

Anyway, today I went to Curve with my sis & her friend to shop. Then headed to Sri KL carnival. Gosh, it was soooo freaking hot. But we went there around two something so yeap, can't expect much right? Bought a 20 bucks ticket & well, we finished *ehem, or should i say wasted* them by buying 2 okay chee cheong fun for 4 bucks, 2 tins of tuna for 10 bucks & the rest on playing a game that we know we can't win. Chun right? -__-

So ya, other than that, nothing really much. But I did waste my time in front of the tv when i'm suppose to be studying for Monday's exam. I watched Parental Control marathon & at the same time The Fraternity Life (not sure if that's the correct title). & oh yeah, MTV Made. Gosh! From a total nerd to a hottie. ;)

& Malaysia football team is gonna vs. Chealsea! Oh my, i can already predict who will win the match. Anyhoo, anything is posssible.

& yesh, did i mentioned that the movie Secret by Jay Chou was so soo darn sweet. Ok, call me outdated. I watched it 3 times & still can't get enough of it. & the very 1st time i would say that Jay Chou looks okay. Just ooookaaaay, don't push it. :p

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UNREAVEALED

In the loneliness,
I read tru the letters,
I shed my tears,
After all the things that
happened between us.

I recalled the day we 1st began,
I remind myself it was all insane,
But you took away all my pain,
I realize it was no longer
a childish game.

Now, I understand why you left,
The reason you really shared,
No doubt it made my heart so sad,
But it reavealled the things unsaid.

All the things we said,
was memories,
All the things we did,
was unseen.

However, I'm gonna stay strong,
Don't wanna go wrong,
I should notice it was,
a fairy-tale all along.

Luv,

the awesome wentworth addict.

p/s : Prison Break 3 is over. Waiting for PB 4!!! *wide grin*

Mistake

If I could make a wish,
I would never let you go,
If I could change back time,
I would never say I told you so.

Everytime I think about you in my mind,
I'm still wondering if you would be mine.
It's now all too late,
I shouldn't had made you wait,
Every night I crawl into my bed,
I recall the things I said.

Now I see you in a busy crowd,
Everything seem to be blacked out,
I wanted to say but I cant open my mouth,
In my head, it's screaming out loud.

I thought that you would run away,
But you stood there anyway,
You gave me a smile,
That blew my heart away.

I came to realize everything was a huge mistake,
I wanna hug you like there's no another day,
I see a chivalrous man,
I exactly cant explain what was going tru my head.

xoxo

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Another masterpiece of mine :)
Somehow I got the inspiration. har har har!

Well, I guess most ppl would be heading to Sunway for

SUMMERSPLASH!

Obviously, Im not one of them if not I wont be here writing this vulnerable post. -__-

I've just been passing my time with playing the piano. You'll be suprise time flies went you're so into the mood of playing & playing & playing......& playing.

& school's gonna reopen. BAH! So long to staying up late like no one's business, waking up late like it's still early where the sun hasnt rise & so looong to twenty four seven watching teevee.

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