Tell me what you really really want

Ohhh myyyyy, I'm so lagged behind here. Even Facebook!

Alright, let's recap.

1. Had lunch with Abby Sr and sis after SPM.


2. Watched New Moon twice and slept for the second one.


3. Watched Twilight for the fifth time.


4. Sis and myself got ourselves tattoed.


5. Went to Kapar, caroling around 43 houses for five hours.


6. Baked an apple cake.


7. Eaten more than 3 meals a day.


8. Bought a christmas dress.


9. Got ready Christmas gifts.


10. Was there with Sam while he bought a converse!


11. Finally able to kill Kumar in a shooting game.


12. Watched Zombieland.


13. Skipped a day without caffein.


14. Bought new pumps.


15. Talked on the phone for almost an hour.


16. Painted my nails.


17. House blackout for few hours at night!


18. Got surprised with a roach while I'm still half asleep you can say.


19. Got scared when I encountered with one just last night.


20. Checked out Taylor's Lakeside new campus as well as Culinary Art course.
    

sister's
mine

p.s : More pics in Fb. Lazy to update here.

Eureka!

Nights is so much better now without falling asleep with a book in my hand. Literally. Yes, SPM bye bye. On the other hand, I'm missing high school- Really.

I couldn't believe that yesterday was the day.

More updates later.

I think God can explain

Quick sketch for Bea's art exam. It's messy & unrealistic but it's a rough idea base on the topic given.

My sis just went out gallivanting with her friends. I've just finished Rach's "100 Truths" tag and now I'm here.

I'm feeling groggy after 8 papers had passed. On the brighter side, there's only one paper left to go! Economy on the 7th Dec that is. It seems that after this irksome exam, people are planning to head here and there. Even literally on that day when the paper ends. Honestly, what I really would like is heading home and lay on my couch watching tons of movies, sleep, eat and all over again until I've regain my hyperness. Oh yea, a day out doing some solo shopping would be great too.

I'm looking for the magic rainbow on the horizon I couldn't see it
Until I let go, gave in love, watch all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive body and soul
Feeling my world starts to turn

You know when something; particularly that something that just gets stuck in your head and practically whatever you do or say revolves around it. And when things go down hill, you seem to stay in the past, present and for all you know the future hanging on to that it. Knowing, it'll soon creep all over causing ones heart to slowly shatter like a shard or rather in physics term, like a nuclear fission.

It may be just a morsel of problem, but eventually it had eaten me alive. But dwell in past I shall not! And yes, give in the love.
Owhhh, I've got a feeling. A good feeling.

Just Do It

Ah- ha! My very first attempt in making egg tarts. And well, you can see...it worked out! :)

So, today I've skipped school to seat for my Undang test with Sally.

LULUS :)
Bahagian A- 13/15
Bahagian B- 22/25
Bahagian C- 10/10

Which means, 45/50. The worst part is, I doubted 2 of my answers in section A & so I changed it. Guess what? I've got TWO wrong for that section. For all you know, that first choice of mine was indeed correct. Siiiiiiighhh..

Hold... know why I'm kinda focusing on the silly mistake? From the beginning, I've gotten same results as my sis for UPSR and PMR. And now for Undang, I've gotten lower marks. And, if I didn't had change both my answers, I might gotten 47/50. In other words, same as my sis! At least that's better eh?

Back to randomness!
I've just realized that tomorrow would be Moral paper.

Say I'm living in my own bubble, I've just discovered Lifehouse. I searched through many of their songs until I came across You & Me, and I was like....so they sang this song! To me, they're kinda similiar to Dashboard Confessional. And I would not list down their nice ones cause all are good :)

We knew other since young,
And we're still growing as one.

Loves.

Ofcourse, not forgetting Sam, Xue Yuan, Samuel & Jonah :)

Bing Bang Boom

'No one say life's gonna be simple;
but as you go on...smile!'

So bored, so stoned -.-

Went to Pyramid yesterday with Rachel. FINALLY. And particularly yesterday, it was crowded. Of course, that means bumming into friends, and more friends. That includes Kar Sing. Awww, miss that dude ;)

So, we watched The Ugly Truth. It was okay and just alright. I think The Proposal is much better. But as expected, indeed there was a lot of parts cut. And I just don't find Gerard Butler charming-ness in this movie which he had in Ps : I love you.

The rest of the day would be walking, shopping, eating.... and got our ears pierced. Also, I've searched for the red converse. Yes, they had. But... it was the high ankle one. Sigh..still gonna put it on hold meanwhile.


//

Since I've reached home and it was only eight plus, I watched the tv. But then, I fell asleep because I was darn tired. Real tired. Hence, I walked up to my room, laid down comfortably on my bed, on the air-conditioned and off the light.

Guess what, I was still up after an hour later tossing to the left and right. What the heck right?

=.=

Alrighty, I need my cafein. I need my teevee ;)
And I need to paint my nails. Time for a new colour!

p/s : I've watched the VMA's. Anticipated for New Moon!

This solitary moment makes me wanna come back home

Oooo Mmmm Geee...
If there's that one moment I'll ask God to lent a helping hand,
this would be it.

edit//

Soooooooooo, *breaths out* I wanna share with you guys these few verses I came across.

"Remember those days after you had received the lights, when you stood your grovel in a great contest in the face of suffering."

"So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded."

"You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.

Hebrews 10 : 32, 35, 36

I've guess you pretty much know how much I usually rant about my crappy days and weeks and yes, last Sunday was a real crappy one! BAM! It happened so many times before and I was always with the it's okay attitude. But, this time it really knocked me down hard to the ground. However, I'm relieved now. I can't complain too much when He puts such great peeps around me!

Alrighty, It's gonna be a real hectic week ahead of me. Till then, toodles !

Yes, peeps. G2 MAD was indeed mad!!!
and and...
TRIALS' gonna be over in 2 days. YAY!

I cry when I go through my battles,
I cry harder when I finally conquer it knowing God's the one that lifts me up.

It's almost over, yay?

Alright! This time would be a real update.

So, yes! I've been spending too much time exploring my creativity these past few days. But to be frank, there's so much I have in mind I just don't know how to make it work! Anyhoo, I've finished the MAD one-time-offering box! ;)

Trials are still on till next week. *shrugs* Accounts today was well O.K. Just blame myself for not studying harder since the questions would be considered easy if I really did study. Other than that, I guess the other papers wasn't that bad.

Annnnnnnnd, I received something from Sam today!!! :)
It's really really cool. Of course she did get something for the rest of SPECTRUM mates! I would like to tell you guys but I guess you guys just gotta wait and see :)


Oh well, I'm out of words!

What song to add? It's getting boring.

p/s : Pictures would be up in the following post. Promise.

G2 MAD CLOSING
COUNTDOWN
1 DAY.

So fast already :)

Found love at the corner of the street

Boy, you seemed troubled,
I can see it in your frowning eyes,
But don't worry as you stumbled,
As long the decisions are wise,
And stop the whining and mumbles,
The bad will turn otherwise.

"People goes through struggles in their everyday life

and it's a good feeling when you're able to help those struggled people."

G2 MAD CLOSING
COUNTDOWN
3 DAYS.

Don't you care about their rigorous hardship of their lifes?

What's up with the world today?
Everything doesn't seem okay,
Children suffering from diseases, no one says.
Everybody's so afraid.

Everyone cursing at each other,
Everybody acting like theres no you & me,
Everywhere you go, you see poverty,
Is anyone opening their eyes to see?

Children, teenage, spouses,
All have too much matters,
Is anybody going to take any chances,
To see the diferences?

Girls trying to look like superstars,
Boys are buying brand new cars,
Why is everyone trying so hard,
To be people they aren't?

Lifes never gonna be easier,
Families gotta work hard to stay together,
Everyone gotta compromise with each other,
Let's just say the world needs a do over.

Total randomness!
But hey, it relates to my post heh!

Yes, wanna remind you peeps about the


MAD
CLOSING!!!


Yes, SO I AM NOT GOING.
BOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Some late notice plan came up.
So you see how sad I'm not able to go.
Do you believe me now that's it gonna be one heck of an event?!?!
If you're a reader that came across my blog and knew about this event, you are indeed lucky! You would not want to miss this one of a life time MAD concert. A reminder again, MAD closing is next Saturday (12th September) in Bandar Puteri, Klang. It would be in a concert way that includes a total of 8 locals bands performing! Yes, are you psych for it yet!?!?!?




For further details, don't hesitate to leave a message in the cbox ;)

____________________________

TAG by Rachel & Joe;

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
- Shirin.
- Shrimp.
- Shrimpy.
- Ha Gao * yes, I know O.O*

FOUR LAST SONGS YOU WERE LISTENING:
- Sunday Morning Call by Oasis.
- Boston by Augustana.
- Stars & Boulevards by Agustana.
- Lost Highway by Bon Jovi.

MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
- 2002.
- 2003.
- 2004.
- 2008.

THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
- blogging.
- facebooking.
- reading History *shrugs*
- Thinking what to post.

WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
- Obviously, coffee :)
- Mint chocolates!
- Watch tons of my fav. movies at one go.
- Lepaking with you!

FOUR FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF:
- I dislike people chewing their food loudly.
- I have low tolerance with tight, cramp & small places.
- I would sleep elsewhere besides my room if there is/ was a cockroach in it that day.
- I do cry for movies with sad endings.

FOUR SMALL DESCRIPTION ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIENDS:
- Rachel ; my friend that has mata kecil! ;)
- Sally ; loves to tease but cracks me up with her silly jokes.
- Bea ; loves to drag me into her cam whoring sessions.
- Sam my sis ; best teman to go shopping & MAKAN ;)

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
- WENTWORTH MILLER? O.O
- dark mint chocolates!
- currently, a converse?
- Tattoo perhaps?

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
- being a couch patato.
- Sketching.
- Baking.
- Studying. Yes, believe me? Nah...

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO EAT NOW:
- Mamak; craving for naan.
- McD ; craving for french fries.
- Lecka lecka; craving for mint rum ice cream.
- Waffle world ; craving for strawberry waffle.

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
- Coffee with certain brands. Nescafe is just to satisfy my addiction ;)
- Smoothies!
- Chocolate banana/ mint milkshakes.
- Hot chocolate.

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
- Phone.
- Purse.
- Comb.
- Fresh mints.

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
- Turquoise.
- Purple.
- Navy blue.
- Red.

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
- Mamak & currently Mama Kandar.
- Sunway Pyramid.
- One Utama.
- The Curve.

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
- My family.
- My chumps.
- My G2 family!
- Wentworth Miller or Edward Cullen. *stuck in btw reality & fantasy* HAHA!

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
- The peeps who's always there ;)
- My family esp my sis. Yes, sangat boring di sini.
- My novels.
- A few things from my childhood buddies :)

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANTS TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
*Make it five*
- Aletheia.
- Grace.
- Nicole.
- Jeremy.
- Samuel.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
- I'm tagged.
- I can't absorb anything about HISTORY.
- I checked my mail and ended up here.
- My next show hadn't started yet.

FINISHTO!

The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

If there was one thing and only ONE thing I've felt God was talking to me, I would instantly say it's now. As in this melancholy phase I'm currently dealing with or rather the 'desert period'.

First, it was Nes' preaching in G2.
Next, was paster's preaching.
Thirdly, a friend's blog of mine.
THREE times! It's a sign no?

I rather would just skip the whole 'why I felt so down where stupidity strikes blah blah blah...' . Overall, the anomaly of my situation is that I am proud to say I have a mighty God that never ever fails to surprise me in so many ways and definitely this was yet one of it!

________________________________

So guess what? I went out for lunch with my family in Subang Parade. If you would to know, I've seldom go out with them for this couple of months, just because. And finally! I've remembered the feeling of shopping after like say three months of not stepping into a mall? Well, practically after my sister left. And of course, when one doesn't shop for ages, one will tend to buy things at one go. Buuuuuuuuuut, the red converse has to put on hold since after doing the math and, it looks like majority of my cash are heading to this and that. To a good cause of course! ;)

Having slight fever for two days now. *gulp* And I would say I'm prolly facing Imsonia. I would literally fall asleep only after a couple of hours lying on the bed. I haaaaaaaaate it!

Oh well... in advanced,

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!

& good luck to SPM candidates for trials!

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

No time to waste, let go MAD!

Okaaay, I have approximately one hour to post this up cause I would be outta here & no idea when I'll be back to this blog of mine!

So what's up, what's new, what's exciting, what's

MAD?!?!

Making A Difference

& remember this logo?

Well, g2 brings you

History about this MAD project of ours by G2.
We've did this last year as well and we're done it again this year. The aim of this project is to collect funds for the poverty people in Kapar, Kuala Selangor, etc. You may go like 'owh, this is another charity thingy..' but imagine, even with the lil' help of yours, it could touch and save so many peoples life. It's not a short term thing but in fact in could help them in a long run like providing these illiterate children to get the proper education they need. And to get them education, they need birth certs which they don't even own. Therefore, with the funds we collected, we could get them one.

See the big picture? think out of the box!

We may be living a our very own 'lalalalala' land but those people out there sure are not.

But, but...the purpose I wanna highlight in this post would be the closing of the MAD project 2009 since this had been launched 3 months back.

As you can see, we're closing it with a concert way. There would be a total of 8 bands (see the poster) performing including our very own g2 band. I bet you guys won't wanna miss this opportunity where not only you can have a blast but also at the same time saving people's lives!

Date: 12th of September, Saturday

Time: 5.00pm-10.00pm

Location: 2 Lorong Sanggul 1b,Bandar Puteri, Klang, Malaysia

Entree Fee: Rm10

Plus, we're selling out our very own designed T-shirts. RM 30 for a one.

Interested?

You can either place orders with me or just simple mail to nesanclc@gmail.com

(insert name, contact number, size & preferred colour (black/ white).

WHITE
Front & back

BLACK
front and back


'Buy a T, feed A kid'
:)

If you were to ask me what's up with the year...

I would say it's rather RETARD!

Seven months has passed down the drain and another five more months to go where I think & I hope we can bersama- sama jolly! For once, let's just forget and put aside the exam matter. Boy, what really struck my mind was realizing this half of a year is just plain chaotic and pathetic. One problem comes after another and sometimes it even overlaps. Perhaps, these things could be just happening in front my eyes before but I was too busy in my own bubbly bubble of mine. Still, I doubt that very much because one thing for sure last year was rather worry-free & problem-free! Unlike this year, so much rough and risky challenges to face which leads to stupidity acts that are yet to regret. However, I believe what I'm facing and about to face this year is something that's just going to push me harder to achieve and overcome it! :)

AAAAAAAAAHHHH! People say matters could be written out in black and white to relieve that feeling out of you but I totally disagree. Cause as I type every word at a time, I just can't seem to find the proper ways & particular words to describe that feeling of mine. Perhaps,
feelings are just indescriable, yes?

Okkkaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Earth to readers! What 'bout today?
First of all,

That dude in green was hot.

Definitely HOT!

Just got back from mamak'ing session which was suppose to be with Rach & Sally only but ended up the whole seats was filled with Jeremiiee, Zhi Fong, Sayuti & Din. Then came the rest of the gang as well. And one thing I've learn tonight... Grape, Apple & Strawberry ain't a very good combination but it was pretty okay anyway. Ahhh... didn't stay that long though. Still, it was a good night to end the whole stressing week ;)

SCHOOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN PEI WEN!

I know you're the one that's always stranded at home with nowhere to go but just hang on for another few more months okay?!?! Than we can partey all we want after that! :)

So yea, highlight of the day would be me armwrestled with Ken & Joe. I did lose but, buuut... they admit that I'm pretty strong for a girl ;) Chunted right? Haha... Other than that, I practically spent my whole time studying, studying & studying. Boring sial :(


Pn. R : I releave for BM.
Me : Haaaa...
Pn. R : You mean to say you don't like my teaching izit?
Me : Errr, I mean... yaaaayy!

Two words.

LACKED BEHIND

And I really do mean LACKING.
Lacked behind, lacked of time!

GOOOOSSSSHHHHH!
I found these cupcakes on a web.
It would totally awesome of I'm able to achieve in making these kinds of cupcakes!

If I broke down, will you take my hand & lift me up?

I know He ;
my almighty king & savior would!

I'm alive.
Believe it or not... HAHA!!!

Remember I just mentioned I needed to be more PROACTIVE?
& today, call it freaky or not, that was what today sermon was about in G2.
I think it's really a wake up call!
Don't you think?

But of course, I seriously felt pathetic and stupid for all the crappy moods the past few days. I feel like a heavy burden to everyone else.
SHIT!

There's nothing really out of the ordinary to talk about today. If you're one of my faithful readers (anyone?) , you should know what's my usual Saturdays. ;)

I need to PRIORITIZE things

and I seriously need to make a change in my daily routine.

There, well said ;)

They're like my own kind of accessories,
My special diamonds,
PRECIOUS
and
RARE.

With them as my faithful and loyal
friends,
I am who I am today.
I am what I am today.

I SAYANG YOU GUYS

so so sooooooo much!

SPECTRUM
all the way yeah?!?!


hugs & kisses

HECTIC

Phewww... finally I'm here at home; in front of the computer!

So wadda bout yesterday huh?
I followed Becky to Nes' around 2pm to do the MAD project thingy. Jeremy & Jonah came along. And I met Xue Yuan!!! She just came back from US fyi so it was a great joy to see her again after so loooooong! After dinner, we went to church around 9.00pm to continue the MAD project stuff. Oh boy! Did we have a good laugh in the stomach after we prank Kumar with a cocroach & a dead rat which actually scared the crap out of Keith instead! Anyhoo, we stayed up pretty late around 2.00am. My sis & I went home and guess what? We stayed up and watched Forensic Heroes II instead :) Therefore, we slept only at 3.00am plus.

And today!
Well, as usual...my sis & I went to church for band practice at 11.00am. Jamming was fun :) I went to Nes' again after jamming was done. And by 4.30pm, we headed to back to church for G2 MAD launch. AWESOME! Though some things went haywire here & there due to some errors but God's presence was surely there :)


p.s : Why don't people play Food Fight in Facebook? I won 21 fights btw :P

IF ONE WAS NEVER ENOUGH; ITS TRUE

I always ask myself,

'Why am I always so unlucky with mobile phones?'

Yes peeps, once again my mobile phone is spoilt which in a way it's not even my own phone; I exchanged with my brother for a while. Thus, it's his phone.

1st phone, battery problem.

2nd phone, battery problem.

3rd phone, dog bite.

4th phone, light spoilt.

5th phone, bluetooth problem.

& 6th phone, it keeps on HANGING!!!!

ARGHHHHHH!

Anyhoo, today's weather in Klang was horrible! So much haze. After church, nine of us including myself, Amy, Annie, Bevin, Elaine, Kumar, Alphaeus, Keith & VJ was suppose to head to Kapar for a visit. Remember the news that came out in the newspaper about the poverty people in Kapar? Yeap, as a part of the youth G2 gang from my church, we're helping out as well. So anyway, we were on our way when there was a last minute change so we ended up heading to Jusco Bukit Tinggi instead. Sigh... :(

We thought of catching a movie but the que was darn loooong. Sigh.... again. (Perhaps it's so not our day.)


Finally, we just went and grab a bite at Big Apple's and went to archade for a while. Came back around 3.30pm and slept all day through. After dinner, see where I am now? In front of the computer aint studying! But I think the rest is worth taking since my headache is massive for these couple of days.


Stress giler. ARGHHHH!
Will be able to breath after two more days but I don't think I can wait that long ;)

Some of the awesome G2'ians!

This pic was taken due to Amy (the one in purple; middle) that's gonna fly back to Sarawak :(

TAG by JOE-JOE CIRCUS! ;)

1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to be kissed? Cheek

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning? I hope my phone doesn't hang! Pleaaase!

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with? G2 gang

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled? Nah ;)

5. Will you ever donate blood? When desperate measure comes for desperate need, then yea!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? Yeap! Still is ;)

7. Do you want someone to be dead? Like noo....

8. What does your last text msg say? P & C la.... ;P

9. What are you thinking of right now? Account's paper!!!

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now? Does Wentworth Miller count? ;)

11. What time did you go to bed last night? 12 plus

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now? shop?

13. Is someone on your mind right now? How is it possible for me not thing of anyone in my mind?

14. Who was the last person who texted you? Jeremy

10 lucky people to do this quiz:

1. Rachel

2. Beatrice

3. Jeremiiee

4. Kenneth Lee

5. Bairavi

6. Grace

7. Aletheia

8. Samuel

9. Anton

10. Joe

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with? No one I know off.

16. Is no.3 a male or female? Male

17. If no.7 and no.1 got together, would it be good? Gulp*

18. What is no.1 studying about? Love? Haha...

19. When was the last time you chatted with them? Some yesterday, some today, some for quite some time!

20. Is no.4 single? Nah ;)

21. Say something about no.2. You're my one of a kind BUDDEH!!! :)

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together? I don't think so peeps! ;)

23. Describe no.9. Ah-ha! I'm finally as tall as you with my new high heels ;P

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight? They're adorable & loving sisters as far as I know ;)

25. Do you like no.8? Say what again? Haha...

TOODLES PEOPLE! ;)

Most prolly will be bloggin after Tues when I will be able to breath again!

Now, off to a date with Mr. Accounts :S

p.s : Prison Break season 3 is coming out in Starworld. YAY!

p.s.s : I'm soooo gonna watch a PB season 4 marathon after mid year exams :)

HOT FROM THE OVEN

Cupcakes :)

Twenty Four of them!

& so she scribbled,

Shirin goh sue ying

p.s : I have a feeling that this year's class photo gonna suck big time! SMKKK rules are just ridiculous!

p.s.s : My hair colour in my profile pic looks blue eh? Strange.