I don't believe you

 

It's like you're the swing set 

and I'm the kid that falls

Sally's cousin, Dylan asked me whether I wanted his number. He's so adorable! Oh wait, he's only eleven years old. And now, she's officially calling me a cougar. *gulp* (Sally, you're prolly smiling to yourself now aren't you?)

The Twilight Saga : ECLIPSE is releasing in July. 

Currently listening to He Aint The Leaving Kind- The Rascal Flatts.

I find this week is somehow hectic and plans just doesn't seem to be going according to plan. And if you were to learn a fact about me, I'll get worked up when there would be too much plans in one day because I dislike messy schedules. Hence, I'm only relieve when it's well organized. Plus, I tend to worry too much so it's not a surprise I'll usually get caught up by the simplest thing ever. But I'm doing alright now coping! However, at the end of the day I'm just another human being that prefers to stay at home flipping through the channels rather than going out in the first place. On the contrary, I'm looking forward to tomorrow's shopping. Hooray!

Oh boy, that was a whole long paragraph ranting on one topic.

 

Me : Let's dye our hair.

Sis : Yeah, let's do something extreme!

Me : Hmmm, I thought that was already extreme. (points to tattoo)

Culinary Arts Graphic Communication Design. This would probably be the definite course I'm going into.MY GOSH, I need to gain knowledge! I'm feeling like a bummer now bumming in the house.

Are you going green people?

I am. In some and most ways possible :)

Three snaps in a Zee formation

Oh boy, in a couple of hours time...the month's turning February.
In a way, things are gonna change pretty drastically. Studies for an examplary. Right now, I just fervently pray that whatever the outcome may be, it would sum up with a smile :) Hmm, Uncle Kracker!

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record,

Crazy on a Sunday night,

You make me dance like a fool,

Forget how to breath,

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee,

Just the thought of you can drive me wild,

Ohh, you make me smile.

I've just taken my dinner. Currently, not suprisingly I'm waiting for my sis to come back to head out for supper.

And Sam, I want my GLEE :)

One Two Tree

I may not know how to produce wrappers

but I'm 99% sure it's made out of plastic.

And I''m also 99% sure they're aint biodegradable.

I would not lie that going green and helping mother nature was ever my thing until now. It's fascinating how nature lover actually tries their best to preserve and conserve the environmental surroundings. This, is obviously doesn't come out as a surprise that they often talk about being a economical friendly user to nature in conversations. I personally think it's kinda cool and the more you hear and read, it actually makes you think bout it. Afterall, if it wasn't for the greens, do we have clean fresh oxygen to breath in in order to survive? If only vehicles or deforestation activities that are happening to hold the overpopulated people on this earth was not a necassity in this century, our Earth can be a better place to live in without various existing pollutions.

If you were to go around shopping malls, hypermarket, etc for these couple of weeks (which I'm sure you did), did you realize that they actually started saving on plastics. Hence, we are advised to bring along ours; not wasting unessarily. Indeed a good idea though sometimes we tend to forget, leaving us with no choice but to pay that extra 20 cents for one. But to be frank, it's really a waste when a small tiny item is put into a big fancy paper or plastic bag.

So well...

I'm stuffed. Maggi goreng, some soup sayur and Ramlee burger. Burp.

Romeo wasn't meant for Juliet

If I walk would you run If I stop would you come

If I say you were the one Would you believe me

If I ask you to stay Would you show me the way

So, here I am! Back to blogging though I did mention I'm bout to abandon this blog of mine. Well, it would be just another short time before I'll say that again, heh!

To begin with, I utterly despise driving now (seldom hear it from a beginner eh?). Well, it started off with the manual car and now auto too. So yes people, I can honestly write this in black and white here, that I'm not going to drive UNLESS it's a must! (currently, fetching my brother from school falls into the category). Well, for now at least.

I missed Glee yesterday :(

Gotten myself another novel to past my time. yes, as you all would know I'm currently college-less. However, that doesn't mean I'm enjoying my time though. It's weird not doing something productive everytime I wake up in the morning and rather wasting my whole time doing well, things that are just waste of a time! Honestly, I'll be more than happy to start now but the thing is I CANT. Yes, note it. I'm clueless where to go. More importantly, what to do?

currently...lovin' AI nine :)

I was skyping with Sally yesterday. And for some reason, our topic went till Matt Lanter.

MATT LANTER! :D

Hmm, you know what? Something about Kate Winslet's and Leonardo Dicaprio's friendship intrigues me! Randomness, don't ask me why.

I'll write you a thousand words letter

You know what's freaking me out now?

Fireworks that literally sounds like exploding bombs.

I slept the day before at 11.00pm. Tossed and turned till 2.00am. Suddenly had an inspiration! Took a piece of paper and a pencil. Sketch, rub, drew, rub, rub, rub... Push aside, off the light and slept again.

There's a common maxim that says,

'A picture speaks a thousand words.'

Go figure!

On the other hand, what about
'An action speaks a thousand words?'

p.s : Bare with me as I try to redo my playlist.

Long journey yet destination, I have not arrive

Apparently according to my sis, I'm her personal assistant.

Speechless betul.

I just had a drink with Rach & Sally at Bubble Tea. And once again, I saw my dude. Awwwwwww... wentworth that is ;)

//

I really do not want to bring up the matter but this is the use of a blog eh? To record down majority of one's own memorable and important moments. So, here we go...

I failed my slope. Hence, I have to retake my slope, parking & three point turn. On the other hand, I passed my road test! And as much as I really do not want to complain, those officers were just plain rude and sarcastic. Darn! Like the weather was good (how often right?), the air was still fresh (obviously was soon polluted with the smell of cigarettes), only several drivers had their turn... yet they acted like they spend the whole day under the hot blazing sun.

Moving on. Exam would be next Monday again.

I'm completely bemused, facing a predicament with choosing culinary arts or either some drawing related thingy? After all, drawing was and is passion since young. Hmmm...

p.s : Three huge cups of coffee today.
Stop me.

It's time we took the lamp shades off

Ah-ha! I finally after so long, slowly going back to my favourite old routine of reading during my free time. I didn't really had a particular novel in mind but then, I came across this thick book which contains small tiny words. I like those ;)

So tomorrow would be some day huh? Yes, kids are back to school and parents are back to work! Which means heavy jam I suppose? Typical Malaysia culture heh! Of course, being the first year not having to wake up early to a buildng we utterly feel reluctant too doesn't mean it's all good. It's weird. Well, mostly feeling like a total nut staying at home. But on the contrary... tomorrow would be the day I'm going for my driving exam. Woah?!

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

Yes, what a movie to watch. Heck, my man is in it ;) Heath Ledger that is. HAHA! Although, I have to say it wasn't really a worth-it movie to watch, it's all good.

remember the time you told me about when you were eight

And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus

and how not to look back even if no one believes us

When it hurt so bad sometimes

not having you here...

Tonight ; FM static

New year yawl!

Okay, in six hours time I'm suppose to be heading for my last two driving lesson.*shrugs*

Well, sort off just came back from Sam's- New Year's eve party. Besides the camwhoring slash chin wag slash playing wave slash playing huh-what game, we had a short message shared and sang several worship songs before the clock striked 12am. Yes,

HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps! :)

and sad to say, I don't even have a '2010 resolutions list'

Not to forget, before heading to Sam's place, Rach and I went over to Ijat's hse.

Uggghhh, I feel bloated!

My mum finally offered to opened up the Bailey's! Seriously, now only? Sorry, taking a rain-check on it.

Take my life,

Let it be everything all of me,

Here I am,

use me for your glory,

In everything i say and do

Let my life honour you

here I am,

living for your glory

Take my life; Jeremy camp

Yes, definately what I want God to do in 2010 :)

Because your star is so bright

Guess what, I'm here blogging though I smell like the damp rain and smelly sweat (cell party at Sam's), and a sudden urge to listen back to my old play list which consist of Quietdrive. Oh well...

Did I mention that I didn't got my touch-up done? Disappointing.

//edited//

Cell party was fun. Brought Rach & sally. Though it was a simple one, I suppose that everything went welll!

//pics//

Jeremy, stop eating!

Ex-O and Spectrum.

SPECTRUM :D
Alright. Grace, Sam & I didn't know it was suppose to be a serious pic.


Jeremy, Grace, Anton & hmmm....
well, it's all converse!


Blue, Grey & Green.
If you understand me at all?


What's up with the serious post all the time heh!

Nic & Somy
see, Spectrum & Ex-O combine just well ;)

Nic, Grace & wacky Becky :)

Two things that bugging me :

One, my dog attacked me leaving a scar & a blueblack.

Two, my phone battery is having some problem.

Alrighty, adios!

p.s : Driving exam next Monday. Yikes!

A picture speaks a thousand words

I thought it'll be sugar

turned out to be more like artificial sweetener

Quoated Sam & somehow it's stuck in my head.

First of all, Merry Christmas!

Soooo, SPM's been over for say three weeks? Can't deny that it's been partys after partys since then. (Beth's 21st party, party at Sam's, leadership berbonding party, Christmas Eve party, party at Abby's, etc...) WHICH means I'm totally neglecting my driving lessons and research on my course. Yikes! SOON.

Oh, and I've watched Avatar twice. It's definately a thumbs up movie esp in 3D. Alright, I'm probably gonna babble more cause seriously serious,

I'm out of words.

Hence, here are several pics.

LA-LA much?

Old Town Signature at 1u
1920's theme.

Lovin' the old vintage look.

wacky post supposedly.

Beth's 21st.

Cousin's from Kuantan.

Oh, and abby!

Toodles! Signing off to do some touch-ups.

As bright as a sunflower

Shyte, shyte! A rush of emotions are just flowing today! To start it off, I miss my four best peeps! Secondly, just the sound of some emollient words I could ever hear in my life and well just the thought that life could be such a vigorous hardship, but at the end... it's just so short. Too short!

Perculiar but I have a lot of inspiration to get my itchy fingers on some serious drawing. Too much and too rare, must not waste it heh!

I miss reading novels.

The rose shall shed

Alright, if there's a thing I'm guilty for it woulld be the sillyness of reading daily horoscopes. Blame it on facebook actually! Well, though it's ridiculous that some people may go through each day base on them but for me, it's more for the fun of it!

I've just got back from my driving lesson where I met Sam & Sathid. Currently listening to my Sunday songs which I've got to practice and of course, my sister's snoring. *shrugs* And yikes! I've just found out a bad news. Well, at least for me.

I've watched The Notebook and My Sister's keeper back to back just recently. Boyy, wrong choice since both were very sad movies but both equally has a nice storyline ;) Other than that, I went to the movies to watched The Princess and the Frog. It was just okay. Avatar & Couples retreat- I'm still waiting!

Okay, gonna go soon. Have lots of baking to do for this couple of weeks since there's so many parties going on, soooo...it shall start TODAY.

TATA!

p.s : The Sashi's are back ;)

Tell me what you really really want

Ohhh myyyyy, I'm so lagged behind here. Even Facebook!

Alright, let's recap.

1. Had lunch with Abby Sr and sis after SPM.


2. Watched New Moon twice and slept for the second one.


3. Watched Twilight for the fifth time.


4. Sis and myself got ourselves tattoed.


5. Went to Kapar, caroling around 43 houses for five hours.


6. Baked an apple cake.


7. Eaten more than 3 meals a day.


8. Bought a christmas dress.


9. Got ready Christmas gifts.


10. Was there with Sam while he bought a converse!


11. Finally able to kill Kumar in a shooting game.


12. Watched Zombieland.


13. Skipped a day without caffein.


14. Bought new pumps.


15. Talked on the phone for almost an hour.


16. Painted my nails.


17. House blackout for few hours at night!


18. Got surprised with a roach while I'm still half asleep you can say.


19. Got scared when I encountered with one just last night.


20. Checked out Taylor's Lakeside new campus as well as Culinary Art course.
    

sister's
mine

p.s : More pics in Fb. Lazy to update here.

Eureka!

Nights is so much better now without falling asleep with a book in my hand. Literally. Yes, SPM bye bye. On the other hand, I'm missing high school- Really.

I couldn't believe that yesterday was the day.

More updates later.

I think God can explain

Quick sketch for Bea's art exam. It's messy & unrealistic but it's a rough idea base on the topic given.

My sis just went out gallivanting with her friends. I've just finished Rach's "100 Truths" tag and now I'm here.

I'm feeling groggy after 8 papers had passed. On the brighter side, there's only one paper left to go! Economy on the 7th Dec that is. It seems that after this irksome exam, people are planning to head here and there. Even literally on that day when the paper ends. Honestly, what I really would like is heading home and lay on my couch watching tons of movies, sleep, eat and all over again until I've regain my hyperness. Oh yea, a day out doing some solo shopping would be great too.

I'm looking for the magic rainbow on the horizon I couldn't see it
Until I let go, gave in love, watch all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive body and soul
Feeling my world starts to turn

You know when something; particularly that something that just gets stuck in your head and practically whatever you do or say revolves around it. And when things go down hill, you seem to stay in the past, present and for all you know the future hanging on to that it. Knowing, it'll soon creep all over causing ones heart to slowly shatter like a shard or rather in physics term, like a nuclear fission.

It may be just a morsel of problem, but eventually it had eaten me alive. But dwell in past I shall not! And yes, give in the love.
Owhhh, I've got a feeling. A good feeling.

Irrevocably in love

"SO THE LION FELL IN LOVE WITH THE LAMB"

Edward Cullen

I can't deny that I'm all hyped up for Twilight what more New Moon that's gonna be release in a few days more. Trying to book it asap, so fingers cross! Well, I had watched Twilight yesterday and it would be my forth. My gosh! Was definitely in a frenzy state today morning just talking about the Cullens. Like I've said before, after this whole fiesta... everyone wants to date a vampire no doubt. But quoated Rob 'People are so crazy, sometimes I think it's all a little ridiculous.' Agree.

Sorry peeps, I'm on the Edward's team.

p.s : It's weird but Rob's hair is kind of similar to Ryan Eggold from 90210. Mr. Matthews that is.

Oh yeah, my blog ends here. For now least.
There's more too than this page of mine.

Potato, tomato, DUMBo

Kay, no picture cause currently I'm quitting on stupid flikr.

Ready for a long draggy post!

To be precise, today would be the day my sis comes back from Tassie but of course as everyone would know, she surprised her come back last Friday. I still could remember that very morning, it felt like deja vu.

Want to know something?
I put my sweater on yesterday night and went to bed without turning on the air-cond neither the fan (cause I don't have one!) . When I woke up this morning, can you believe I didn't sweat at all!? Hmm... in fact, I felt a little chilly and didn't bother to turn on the fan while watching the tv. And Rach, noooo... I'm not cold blooded!

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My gosh! I swear this could be one of the time the devil's attack is taking place. Apart from the major exam, I do feel I'm falling in so many other parts of my life and I loathe that feeling of being defeated and conquered especially when there's a mighty and awesome God who's always been there for me. On the very first day of exam, that particular morning I was totally bout to just burst out in tears... till now really. So many chaotic unnecessary troubles. But it's from these trials I'm build up to be stronger no?

When a heart breaks, no it don't break even.
so yours is yours.
and mine is mine.

_____________________

Ecclesiastes 3 : 2-8

a time to be born and a time to die
a time to plant and a time to uproot
a time to kill and a time to heal
a time to tear down and a time to build
a time to weep and a time to laugh
a time to mourn and a time to dance
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them
a time to embrace and a time to refrain
a time to search and a time to give up
a time to keep and a time to throw away
a time to tear and a time to mend
a time to be silent and a time to speak
a time to love and a time to hate
a time for war and a time for peace

I've got a feeling,
I've got a feeling that it's all gonna be alright!
His word never fails me.