To be frank, I can't wait to leave for Australia next Monday. Call this selfish, but I just wanna get away from everything here. Everything has become overly familiar and there's no gap in between. As though everything everyone everywhere is jumbled up with no boundaries from each other. I don't even think you get what I really mean neither do I know how to put that feeling into words. Yes, main priority is to meet up with my sister that sadly hasn't and will not be here through my adolescent life. But I don't wanna get my hopes high either.
Whatever it is, I just want to enjoy my one month break cause God knows, I need it so badly.
The feeling of being taken care off, being pampered, being love was something I enjoyed just because no one ever did so. For once, I feel important, like the priority to another living soul. Hence, after long thinking I've came to realized it's the journey I preferred rather the one that was sailing with. I've chosen the path of what I thought was right and till today, I stand firm on it. With this, I feel sometimes being a heartless human being just because I often have this feeling that I can't ignore the feeling of doing what's right. In general as well.
But things had definitely changed. I raise my hands up, I did.
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