Frankly speaking, it's my worst year out of my eighteen years of living. Just because of everything that changed and that it changed me DRASTICALLY, not gradually. That being said, it's an important one as well cause I've learn so much. SO MUCH. I had to stayed in a home with both busy working parents to take care of my younger brother with a sister that has gone overseas. With parents of such ages as though reaching menopous and their mid life crises, I'm sucking in everything that I shouldn't or a normal teenager would not.
Studies heck was a new thing to get used to. Assignments was not like the usual studies I were doing for the past eleven years. I was expose to many new things. Obviously, uni came along with a great bunch of people we call the Muffins that was and is not always cottons candies and happy rainbows. After all, what do you expect when we have a bunch of fickle people all put into one spot.
I've limit myself to several ministries but the responsibilities are getting bigger and bigger each day. I won't deny that I'm still learning the musical and artistic side of me cause I believe where I am now is not up to the standard I set myself. And basically, the overall. I know I can do so much more but it's all these usual reasons I give myself that I should not in the first place.
& you know how the world works, it's people that affects everything. From happiness to sadness, satisfaction to insults, compliments to criticism, etc. All of the above may look like nothing especially compared to you if you're someone in a position that's more troubled but at the end of the day, I just feel the need to give a pat on my back myself. Cause I managed to pull it all through.
We just got to know, at the end,
you're able to get over it.
Cause God doesn't give you things that you can't handle.
you're able to get over it.
Cause God doesn't give you things that you can't handle.
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