I'll tell you how it goes

It's 4.44am. Die.
A little dissapointed that I can't open the Letters To Juliet movie file that I've just downloaded. My progression on all my assignments are pretty far ahead compared to what I've been slacking and I'm trying to stall time here. Call me silly but since I have no classes, plans are kind of dead recently, I told myself I got to do something that's going to be a highlight of my this one week break. That being said, I am heading out to to capture sunrise again. Well, more of the chasing cars from the walking bridge overlooking Summit. Hence, another two hours to go I suppose.

Putrajaya. Credits to nabeh.

It’s sad when people you know become people you knew.When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life.How you used to be able to talk for hours. And now, you can't barely even look at them.

#notetoselftoo

Everyone experiences it. It happened to me with my alimentary peeps, high school and history is going to repeat itself again. Everything is falling into bits here and there and as usual, we try to be ignorant. We have conflicts and we push them away without even realizing it. So yes, it's that easy for people you know become people you knew. In the midst of all the pretending, basically everyone keeps an angered heart and a fake smile on the outward. This, in a way, saddens me. I am not trying to be a saint of saying the usual thing I quote 'forgive, forget, move on.' But just as we decide not to do as such, aren't we're just like the rest, keeping count of revenge, something eating human up alive at this generation. Why do we then want to conform to the pattern of the world? In the Bible, God touches so much on love. Love for the needy, for the poor, the alienated but the very simplest- love your brothers.

So maybe you defend yourself by saying both parties has to come to an agreement to solve something. Indeed but what outcome would it be if both are stubborn, waiting for one another in silence. Do your part the right way and well, just leave it to the Almighty man. Cause He can do wonders.

A few days back, 14 May, rewind back to 1969, was a day that a huge fight against all religions took place in our country after the elections. Not just any verbal abuse but rather physical violence such as killing. Isn't it dissapointing that is just how the world seems to work? Not compromising to back down but to prove the state of mind so harshly. If only, one individual for a sec, thought about what Jesus would do (WWJD) it would be much better I reckon.

Kay, it's only 5:13 am. What to do now?