Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Waiting on the world to change

Is it me or the people I know are very different in their own specific ways, not entirely in a negative way though. I see myself often surrounded with people that has bigger, deeper and scarier stories to tell. And people-I mean the ones that I actually do know and not 'yeah, I see her around.' Not trying to brag myself but thanks to God for putting this in me , I think I'm pretty compatible with everyone. It's childish to argue with someone over small matter and loose contact just like that. And with these human beings entering my life day by day, I'm getting exposed to all sorts. And I'm not judging anyone, I do not have the rights anyway at least.

It's just funny that I find myself being caught up with different people from different places all with different personalities. I was even been asked how on earth I knew such people.Surprise myself, I too never thought I'll would especially a girl like me, quiet and innocent. In a way, you get me  right? I ain't your typical loud party sociable competent woman.  This, puts a smile on my face cause it's somewhat the nearest of prove I get to my prophesies. I'm intrigue to know I have already the jump start to my purpose of God. All in all, I guess you can't spell change without people. However, I do feel as though these groups here and there which are truly dear to me, is where I learn from.


Change. Knowing what I'm gonna repeat myself again, independence was a change I chose to make throughout college. Unfortunately, people don't really see it and whom I shall say to be frank, my family. I'm still thought to be that small girl rather lazy and clumsy that often goes to school, watch tv and hang out. Hence, they often said furthering my studies abroad seems impossible. But hey, I can positively say I will be able to. Yes, there's a lot of responsibilities, I'm not living in lalaland but I guess I will continue to change in accordance to the right timing. Cause back a few years ago, I didn't thought I was capable of doing what I'm doing today. 


I'm  going on a job hunt. Hopefully. Somehow, just wanted to put that as a new year resolution. Earning that cash to chip in on my studies, and well- to fly myself by at the end of the year, Tasmania again.

CHANGE. Good or bad, thank the King of Majesty. 

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