One day you will find me

Feeling kinda lost and chaos in the study area at the moment. Just cause this sem consist of english and history, don't count packaging class. Which both involves a lot (and I mean a lot) of research and writing. Really, it's out of my zone currently. After all, I haven't been doing any real exam paper work like this since I left high school which is almost more than a year now. Classes are no longer 30 minutes lecture rather from morning to evening, having to stuck in jams. And with the division of junior and seniors that's clearly visible, make classes even awkward. Worst of all, I really really miss our previous lecturers. As far as we know, some are transfering to another department and one changed to part time. Now, here we are with serious lecturers that is strictly a lecture student business. It's always tension esp when it comes to tutorials.

Whatever it is, I find myself not slacking yet.

On the other note, this is occurring in my other parts of my daily life. I am no longer doing things out of passion but rather responsibility, going out because the thought that I should spend some time with human beings rather than a solitary moment at home which I find best cause I'm always tired actually. Blame it on college. Or perhaps, the reason of staying up late to do something unnecessary like this.

This was last sem in a Grafeed club.

It's all about setting time and priorities straight.

Maybe tonight, I'll crawl into my bed. When the night is dead.
It is already.