Love is a battlefield

Love. One tough subject. Sorry, but I don't believe in love at first sight. I don't believe in those overly expensive fancy pancy weddings. I don't believe that a non argumentative sweet relationship is a real relationship. I don't believe a male has a higher authority than woman. I don't believe a bgr has to be cliche.

But I do believe, a relationship works on honesty, loyalty and well- love. I do believe arguments helps each other to build. I do believe when love is present among two lovebirds, it doesn't have to be proven to the outside world. I do believe spontaneity and randomness makes a journey together more exciting and unpredictable.

By now, I reckon you know my view towards this area. I would not lie, I always had this fantasy. A fantasy I have since the immature days, the hopes of meeting a white man who would one day bend down on one knee and pop the question. Gah, that's too boring guys should think more creatively. Well somehow my preference scales down to them and it fears me at times that the fact I'm currently living in a multiracial world. Which, is not bad either. But it's something about those Nicholas Sparks' moments, you feel me. It may sound selfish, picky or perhaps unachievable but who can tell the future, especially when it comes to this. Life is one weird awkward thing in this slow fast spinning earth.

Above all else, guard your heart.

Above all else, your one ultimate love you can ever feel is from the Almight men himself. Time after time, he held my hand and walk the path with me even if it was rough or patchy. And it's that feeling I often smile to myself, knowing that it doesn't have to be a man to kiss me passionately to show his affections. Don't get me wrong, physical love is important. But just as young woman nowadays often has this perception that a person of the opposite sex is everything to feel love, well... I just think it's negative.

At the meant time, Imma chase after my uni stuffs_

A playlist of Augustana on rerun is soothing.