Weeks after weeks that became months after months, it has been a run in a marathon. Day and night, I'm so caught up with college assesments hoping to excel in everything with an out of the box creativity. I take rain checks on outings just because I rather rot at home alone. I skip dinners just because I'm too exhausted and lazy. I become a vampire throughout the night just because I'm refresh and so it's a time I actually waste wastefully doing what, I heck not sure now too. Then comes weekends which everyone would probably know, it's packed with church activities especially on the weeks that I'm on duty.
funny thing how if I were to post this up a few hours back, it would be out of anger and frustration but now it's simply something in my mind that's saying 'it's life and everything would pay off.' Really loving the current life here but there's something more I believe I can do rather than doing this same old routine. It feels mono and unproductive.
I'm chasing after things that's not beneficial at all.
I'm chasing after things that not a priority at all.
I'm chasing after wants than needs.
I'm chasing after really impossibles than possibles.
I'm chasing after them.
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