Did I tell you, He's so amazing?

What a week. Considering, it's still Tuesday- yes, it still feels like day two, skipping to the following week seems like a man racing in a triathlon and has to drag his last few steps to reach the finish line. Don't talk about next week though, the weekend seems far enough. Like looking through a telescope gazing at the countless twinkling star. A so far yet so near moment. 

First of all, heavy workload of assignments suddenly knocks me on the head. There is much to be done, yes much I tell you. Lectures are dreadful and long hours outside this four wall I just don't really enjoy already. I am and always loving those quiet and solitary moments, for some reason. A time you do not have the need to care about those fickle living souls nor making a good impression on how you look towards the other and just put on one those dirty sweatpants you haven't wash for days- no one cares. Okay, gross metaphor.

You know, the devil is powerful? It's as though been a test and why am I not surprise, it always starts with the assignments. From day one, it has been the number one factor that distracted me from my spiritual walk and ministry. Just recently, my eight pages of web design went hay wired, having to redo all over again. Not to forget, the constant hanging of Adobe, reject sketches, unsatisfied looks on lecturers, fatigue. I gave up.

That is why I say the devil is strong. Just as he manages to break you down in one area, he knows it's gonna affect the other parts of your daily life so that you'll soon loose focus and start to doubt. However, God doesn't give you anything that you can't handle. Personally, as we give in to the bad I think it's just a sign of faith lack no? In other words you're saying 'Devil, you won.' I feel frustrated at times, that it's a way of  someone allowing him to destroy one further.

Cause with God that's greater in us, nothing is impossible. It's often said so many times and it doesn't feel true no more, but it is. Something about it, whatever that's going through, there's always hope and a smile. Cause if not, I'll end up somewhere behind there, yeah there you can't even see me.

we've came this far, so far.

Indeed, in our hearts we felt the sentence of death, but this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God who raise the dead. 2 corinthians 1 :9