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I saw my mum went to sleep earlier and she just woke up. Geez, got to start sleeping earlier.

Once again, I got my dates all mixed up. What I assume to have another three more weeks of break turns out to be only two. Which also meant a week closer to celebrate my eighteen years of existence in this humongous world. A huge party to throw I do not fancy but I'm sure grateful for making it this far in life.

Sometimes,  I smile when I watch movies that involves a daughter who sulks as her mum bends her from parties, sleepovers, make ups and boys.The fact that I was once a small kid anticipated to explore the world thinking meeting new friends, entering college, attending parties, sneaking into clubs was the only things to look forward- following the flow of a normal teenager we call the teenage phase.


I was wrong.Life is so much more than that. Personally, almost every single thing from assignments, people, family, ministries, etc it has drained a lot of energy out of me. But, a journey I reflect now, it has taught me to be more responsible, independent realizing it's no longer days where you sit, study and wait for the final form five examination to come. There's a purpose for everyone in life. It's slowly revealing and I'm slowly discovering. It's hard but I'll try.

I think life's not so much about yourself anymore but others instead.

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