strawberry sunshine

 John Mayer.

Loves.

Updates just because my moods so fickle lately every time I come this page I type, reread and delete. Or perhaps, I'm just having too much fun.

To be frank, I hate having strong friendships that soon fades away into thin air. Just like a few I'm experiencing now, the ones that's often hang out with before is now limited to just hi and bye. To me, it's just a waste, a big one. As though why bother starting in the first place. I think that's just how life goes where you get into a new environment and the others you've once share almost everything is a invisible visible friend. But that doesn't mean you dont' try to sustain that bond you once had. After all, everything takes effort. And it's not because of a new clique and the old ones are forgotten, is just that everyone's caught up and also keeping the pace with their very own lives too, I believe.

Said farewell to my girlfriend today.haha. It's so ridiculous to feel the emptiness while she's away. Fyi, for only three weeks she'll be gone. Since I'm skyping with her and the topic is about her, let's chitty-chat about this abusive lady. She wasn't the first one I talked to during orientation however the closest one yet. We have tons of similarities that's why. For instance, we have tattoos. But that's beside the point. Like we often agree, girlish on this outside boyish in the inside. We share a guy together and it's all good. I don't really hang out with her at night but if we do, Izz house would be the second home we head too. She abuses me to the max but at the of the day everything's just for laughs. I could say she's like my replacement sister especially when it comes to food.

Our friendship is weird, strange, not understandable I get it.

But what I'm trying to say is, this friendship of ours among the whole entire gang is so solid and everyone else don't sense that, I seriously do not want to be in a home with a family of my own in the future-hopefully, reminiscing on the good old days and again, thinking a strong friendship that faded away into thin air. Whatever the future might holds, I think I'll cherish everyone God has put into my life so far.