Tuesday, May 18, 2010

You know I need somebody

 I regretted the thing's I've done, the choices I've made, the step I've took,
the day everything started- two months back precisely.


It was semester break last week and a lot of things happened. A LOT. I think even too much. Two freakin' major issues that really bugged me to be frank. Fortunately one's in control now- I suppose. I never ever thought it was gonna be that particular person that I had open up too but it was taking me down. After all it's about my own blood type related and it is worth another try of mending those broken feelings. If you get what I mean. On the other hand, second issue was going smoothly and then it messed up. I won't say this matter doesn't worth the effort of making things better but it comes to this point, if it's gonna be that way- so be it. Well, I think it'll all get better in time. :)

On the brighter note, I seriously enjoyed my holidays and I mean it. Stayed at Yvonne's, chill till 6.30am in the morning, surf the net randomly, watched Robinhood and most fun of all, assignments seemed so far away from me. Oh yes, now I got to catch up.

Monster world sketches
colour association
five gift wrapper sketches
Typography 'MORE'
Canvas painting

I once felt lost. Not too long ago actually. That's because I distant myself from God to be honest. And I'm glad I came back again. After all, life's about making the wise decision right? I truly thank God for the great people He puts around me. I got to know these awesome bunch of G2 crazy peeps- Spectrum. A bunch that got so connected, I cannot imagine myself not being without them in future. They need too, in some way. And now another bunch God put me into in college. I remembered that very first day. The day I stood foot in a large unfamiliar building that seems intimidating for some reason. And now, here I'm among friends that I've meet for only two months yet it already feels like two years. I don't know, maybe it's me but I tend to find many people I meet to be nice and friendly- trust able? Perhaps, it's just the fact that everyone's growing grown up, matured and ain't anything like high school kid causing childish high school dramas.


With all the chaos things going on, for some reason I'm still smiling as I'm typing these all down. I'm totally delirious, I also wonder why :)

Opps! Inspiration had drop by and hence, the messy room. No time to waste but to get all of the sketches done.

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