Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I will love you till the end

 Cut the crap! Haha. All of the sudden, I sounded like a lecturer of mine.


How I just realized I despise reading those cheesy cheesy posts on the wall of Facebook. Okay, maybe despise is a strong word, perhaps dislike. Somehow, lovey dovey expressive messages written  often pops the question of why people have to do so in public- having the need to tell the whole entire world how they feel towards that person. What more to those people that mention things such as the three letter words and don't even dare to mention his or her name. Yikes! I feel like a total sucker for stating this especially if you're a reader of mine and perhaps you've been or you  are posting such things- on facebook particularly. No judge really but this is my blog, my stories, my precious thoughts that's simply put to words in the best way possible- at least.

However, I think expressing your inner most feelings through poems is a plus. Yes, Shakespeare is not lame.

You probably wondering if I'm just plain lonely and depressed just because I'm a singletini. Nahh, I have nothing against love to be frank. Nothing against the law of attraction between both amazing gorgeous sexes. After all, God made Adam and then Eve. Speaking of love; speaking of God, YES! God is LOVE. The day I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Saviour, He never fails to show me his agape love through the simplest things in my daily life. Growing up in a family of eight, reaching the stage of adolescents, I must say love has been and still is a struggle. Suddenly, communication rather decided to take a break. It's utterly unhealthy you would say and I would agree but it just doesn't seem necessary now. Coming back to a place one call home sweet home rather fells like home bitter home with the nagging arrow pointing in my direction. Things about my day is ignored and so you guys I just keep quite and nod attentively without questioning- literally.

When everything comes crumbling down, I know it's Him whom I can seek first and always. For He who is greater in me, is a awesome possum God with a heart of such kindness and never fails to tell me everything is gonna be okay.

Deciding to take a break from blogging as well as cutting down on Facebook. It's time I get serious with the serious things- currently assignments as pathetic it may sounds. Exercise too perhaps?

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