Take me in your loving hands and never let me go

Never in a million years I thought I would come across this kind of phase. Regardless of what I tried and did, things just doesn't work out the way it should. It just comes to a point of my life where everything I do or even thought of doing is hopeless. It's as though a WASTE of time and effort. That leaves a question that lingers in my mind which is a question of something's that ridiculous but yet a answer I fervently want to know.

WHY AM I ON THIS FREAKIN' EARTH?!?!

Of course, the answer to know from is none other that He, the God Almighty. The thing is... when? People often say there's only a life and one shall not take it for granted. Without doubt, I agree. But it certainly has come to a point where I'm bemused. What could be so facinating about a life where a teenage girl spends majority of her time focusing on studying and studying like a nutcase in order to achieve great results for a friggin' exam? No entertaiment whatsoever and living in a place where I don't even know it's called a home. Is it really amazing where you spent your time in school with irritating and some stuck up teachers and comes back to a place that shouts and yells?!?! Like seriously?

And when you step your foot out there, thinking it's a better crowd you're with, but instead it makes your heart like a shard. I honestly hate it when at the end of the day, there's no one I can trust. It frequently happens in a blink of an eye and BAM! What could be more worst that this when your strong bonding's with your close ones can't even get you to reveal your dirty little secrets that's prolly and might just creep slowly, deeper and eating you alive. It just ends up with a voice in your head defining that your life is a total failure.

One second, one minute, one hour, one day...
One life, one particular phase of life that went fiasco & haywire,
Just hoping and praying for a divine intervention to happen :)

I love my sayangs that never fails to make my day everyday!


p.s : You probably wasted five minutes of your precious time reading a worthless piece of crap.