WHy?!?!

A lot of things had change since this year,
Me, Friends, Family...was all of them.
I'm trying to love my enemies,
I'm trying to understand my friends,
I'm trying to build a stronger relationship with my close ones,
I'm trying to tolerate with my love ones,
But one thing I cant,
Is...realizing my ownself.

I had doubts,
I having doubts,
I will have doubts,
All are hard to conquer.

You came,
You asked,
I was confused,
I reply.
Everything went fine.

Now,
you come,
you ask,
again,
I'm still confussed,
I'm doubting,
I don't know why.

I lie on my bed everyday,
Thinking of someone else,
No doubt its Wentworth,
But still,
I'm having worries in my mind.

A person I knew,
For a very long time,
chat;s with me,
I'm thinking too much,
that's what she said,
I think it's true,
I cant deny.

When I rise,
WHen I go to school,
When I come back from school,
When I eat,
When I play,
When I talk,
When I sleep,
When I study,
I'm still thinking,
About a lot of things...

The person I can turn to,
The person I should turn to,
I know, it's you....GOD,
That you'll show me my way & path,
That it should lead me to my destiny,
In future...